I really wanted a cigarette. - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

namommy · 08-19-2006, 06:47 AM

Last night. I really wanted one.

Steve and I were arguing. and alot of other things going on. He now has an incisional hernia, which will most likely require more surgery. (because he can't follow direction and he does stupid crap). And the tension in the house just kept building.

My daughter was going out the front door last night, and I knew she was going out to smoke and I wanted to chase her down. I know she wouldn't just give me one, so I even thought about threatening her for one. (you know, your grounded or something stupid like that).

But, I didn't. I acted like a big brat and I stamped my feet on the floor, and I banged my fists against my thighs, and let out that AAUUUGGGGHHH noise then stomped away.

Still smoke free.

liveweyerd · 08-19-2006, 07:03 AM

Congratulations, nanommy.

All this stress can't be good for your mono!

love you,
Tena

Ngokpa · 08-19-2006, 08:12 AM

The best way to deal with stress is not more stress.

Good for you.

namommy · 08-19-2006, 06:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by liveweyerd

Congratulations, nanommy.

All this stress can't be good for your mono!

love you,
Tena

lmao,
I have Lyme's. I'm sure it's not helping that much either.

I'm sorry, I am so tired I feel punchy.

liveweyerd · 08-19-2006, 06:54 PM

oops! Sorry. Someone here has mono??????

namommy · 08-19-2006, 09:01 PM

liveweyerd · 08-19-2006, 09:02 PM

And someone else on here, I won't name names is going senile?

**historyteach** · 08-20-2006, 01:36 AM

live!

Laurie, that's WONDERFUL!!! Do whatever it takes to stay quit. Remember, it's all about behaviors. If stomping your feet works for you, DO IT!

I'm proud of ya!

Shalom!

namommy · 08-20-2006, 09:52 AM

I don't know if it is the quit smoking thing here, but I just feel hungry today. I feel like I can't get enough to eat. I keep grazing around the kitchen like a heffer.(sp)

I am at least trying to stick with healthy foods. Cherries, grapes, peaches, cottage cheese with orange slices. (although I did go for the bowl of ice cream too).

Oh well, we are starting the south beach diet this week (both me and steve) so I guess I can pig out today. lmao

liveweyerd · 08-20-2006, 10:02 AM

hey, Laurie,

My hubby and I have been on a lifestyle eating change. We discovered that frozen yogurt was better than ice cream!

08-19-2006, 06:47 AM	#1 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	I really wanted a cigarette. Last night. I really wanted one. Steve and I were arguing. and alot of other things going on. He now has an incisional hernia, which will most likely require more surgery. (because he can't follow direction and he does stupid crap). And the tension in the house just kept building. My daughter was going out the front door last night, and I knew she was going out to smoke and I wanted to chase her down. I know she wouldn't just give me one, so I even thought about threatening her for one. (you know, your grounded or something stupid like that). But, I didn't. I acted like a big brat and I stamped my feet on the floor, and I banged my fists against my thighs, and let out that AAUUUGGGGHHH noise then stomped away. Still smoke free. __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

08-19-2006, 07:03 AM	#2 (permalink)
liveweyerd Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: central Florida Posts: 7,258 Blog Entries: 5	Congratulations, nanommy. All this stress can't be good for your mono! love you, Tena __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

08-19-2006, 06:54 PM	#5 (permalink)
liveweyerd Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: central Florida Posts: 7,258 Blog Entries: 5	oops! Sorry. Someone here has mono?????? __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

08-19-2006, 09:01 PM	#6 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	__________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

08-19-2006, 09:02 PM	#7 (permalink)
liveweyerd Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: central Florida Posts: 7,258 Blog Entries: 5	And someone else on here, I won't name names is going senile? __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

08-19-2006, 08:12 AM	#3 (permalink)
Ngokpa Member Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: El Cerrito, California Posts: 546	The best way to deal with stress is not more stress. Good for you.

08-20-2006, 01:36 AM	#8 (permalink)
historyteach To Life! Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: centered again Posts: 8,057	live! Laurie, that's WONDERFUL!!! Do whatever it takes to stay quit. Remember, it's all about behaviors. If stomping your feet works for you, DO IT! I'm proud of ya! Shalom! __________________

08-20-2006, 09:52 AM	#9 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	I don't know if it is the quit smoking thing here, but I just feel hungry today. I feel like I can't get enough to eat. I keep grazing around the kitchen like a heffer.(sp) I am at least trying to stick with healthy foods. Cherries, grapes, peaches, cottage cheese with orange slices. (although I did go for the bowl of ice cream too). Oh well, we are starting the south beach diet this week (both me and steve) so I guess I can pig out today. lmao __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

08-20-2006, 10:02 AM	#10 (permalink)
liveweyerd Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: central Florida Posts: 7,258 Blog Entries: 5	hey, Laurie, My hubby and I have been on a lifestyle eating change. We discovered that frozen yogurt was better than ice cream! __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

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