ex killed himself last night.

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10-31-2014, 04:11 PM

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jakec

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ex killed himself last night.

I don't know why. I haven't talked to him since march and we were planning to start hanging out again.. And now he's gone. Dead. It doesn't feel real until reality hits me hard in the gut and I breakdown. I had to leave work early today because I couldnt stop crying. The emptiness I feel inside is unbareable.

I'm still sober tho, on day 25. I have no desire to get high over this. I'm going to a sober holloween party tonight to get out of myself. Hope everyone's doing well.

10-31-2014, 04:13 PM

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Fly N Buy

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So sorry for your troubles.......

10-31-2014, 04:14 PM

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I'm very sorry, Jakec. I can't imagine what you are feeling.

10-31-2014, 04:17 PM

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Sparkos

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Oh I'm so sorry, that's awful.
I hate to say it, but please don't make it worse by drinking/using

10-31-2014, 04:19 PM

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ScottFromWI

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Sorry to hear that Jake, but most importantly great resolve on your part to stay sober. We will most likely never know what goes through the mind of another that causes them to take their own life. I've seen one friend and 2 children of friends do the same in the last 6 months. All I can do is stay sober and be the best friend/father I can for all of us that are still here. You are still here and you are a friend of all of us here on SR, reach out of you need it.

10-31-2014, 04:22 PM

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Soberwolf

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My Condolences Jake to you to the persons family

stay close to SR and well done on day 25

really sorry Jake

10-31-2014, 04:30 PM

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Dee74

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I'm very sorry for your loss Jake.

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10-31-2014, 04:31 PM

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PurpleKnight

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Very sorry for your loss Jake!!

10-31-2014, 04:34 PM

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Bailey3

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My deepest condolences. Take care of yourself.

10-31-2014, 04:34 PM

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Impurrfect

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I'm so sorry, Jake.

Hugs and prayers,

Amy

10-31-2014, 04:34 PM

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Stevie1

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Aw ****, jake. I'm so sorry, how horrible. Please take care of yourself.

10-31-2014, 04:38 PM

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Gilmer

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I'm terribly sorry, Jake.

10-31-2014, 04:43 PM

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Venecia

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My condolences, Jake. Take care of yourself and your sobriety.

10-31-2014, 04:44 PM

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Elodie

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

10-31-2014, 04:47 PM

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Anna

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Jake this is so sad and I'm very sorry for your loss.

10-31-2014, 04:48 PM

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Rina

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So sorry for your loss. Way to stay sober!

10-31-2014, 04:58 PM

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readerbaby71

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I am so very sorry. He must have been in immeasurable pain to do what he did.

Sending much love and healing thoughts to you. Glad you are taking care of yourself. Stay strong. HUGS.