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|02-09-2013, 11:18 AM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Sep 2012
I feel horrible today. Only venturing out of bed to eject the gatorade i can't keep down. Can't even call this my day 1 because I drank into the wee hours of the morning last night. Feeling scared, frustrated, sick, ashamed...all the bad emotions that are the side effects of another epic blackout binge. I'm going to start again, day 1 tomorrow, but jeez if only hangovers had fast forward buttons. Ugh. Starting meetings on Monday, that is if I don't feel terrible still.
|02-09-2013, 11:30 AM||#2 (permalink)|
That bell or bike person
Join Date: Jun 2012
Blog Entries: 12
Great to see you C4b ,
Keep on making the right decisions .
Ups and downs still happen, it's how we deal with them that counts. gave up sept 2011
The cards of life won't break my hand, so let's pull on the freedom bell and ring.
|02-09-2013, 11:37 AM||#3 (permalink)|
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: SE and then South some more
Ugh, sounds like it was a bad one.
Feel better soon, and hope you can get back on your feet soon.
It's funny, because Friday would normally be a day where I'd want to drink but really, after a long week, I'm happy coming home and just relaxing, and I enjoy feeling awesome the next day.
Not to say I'm better, if you see my post on the board, it's when my head is swimming in much stuff that I've picked up over the last couple of weeks. I feel for ya.
"When you're green, you grow, when you're ripe, you rot. Don't stop learning." ~ Unknown
|02-09-2013, 11:42 AM||#5 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2011
Thank you for your post C4B. The voice in my head is telling me it is ok to drink today. I am trying to ignore it but your post helped me to realize I do not want to deal with the
hangover you are going through. Please pick yourself up & start again & thank you for helping me today.
|02-09-2013, 01:11 PM||#7 (permalink)|
Join Date: Aug 2003
Location: Dancing in the Light
I remember feeling the same way. Just know that you never have to go through this again.
|02-09-2013, 04:35 PM||#8 (permalink)|
Join Date: Sep 2012
Woke up a couple of hours ago with an awesome feeling... hunger! lol I think the worst is over. In the past, I have been assuming that such a horrible experience as this is/was would be enough fuel to stop me from drinking. You know, the lazy approach to getting sober. Totally NOT working for me!!
What I am going to do differently:
- Go to meetings, especially Friday nights. Maybe twice those nights.
- After this wk (when the nightsweats stop), start an exercise program
- Rediscover at least ONE hobby. Or pick up a new one. Anything to fill my time and my mind. Never more apparent than in my drinking life how dangerous my idle hands can be. *shudder*
Thanks for everyone's support on this site. I didn't hesitate for a moment to air my misery here, I knew I would find support and no one would kick me while I was down. *hugs*
|02-09-2013, 04:37 PM||#9 (permalink)|
Learning to live again
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Upstate New York
Hi Change. So glad to see you! I'm glad the worst is over. You never have to go back to that horrible place again.
Expect the dawn of a new beginning in the dark nights of your life. Lloyd Ogilvie
You are so much more than the worst thing you've ever done. Fr. Greg Boyle
However long the night...dawn will break.
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|02-09-2013, 04:40 PM||#10 (permalink)|
Sobriety is Traditional
Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: Northwest Washington
Change, it's good to see someone going at this with a plan (meetings, etc). Your chances of success are above average!
Eternal vigilance is the price of liberty.
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|02-09-2013, 04:45 PM||#11 (permalink)|
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