Dan, you worry me a lot.
I'm hoping that the fact you keep coming back here and posting means there is a little part of you that wants this craziness to stop.
There are plenty of people who really care and who want to help.
When you are ready we will be here.
Please take care x
March 21st 2015. This time I'm never looking back. Drinking is forever history.
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I'm not doing anything to stay sober, i rather enjoy drinking if you know what i mean, that said, if there were something that would have me feeling good as alcohol, i'd drop the alcohol like hot potato
Why are you on a sobriety site when you are not doing anything to get sober? Just curious. I'm guessing that you want to get sober, but are afraid of living life in sobriety. I think we've all went through that phase.
if there were something that would have me feeling good as alcohol,
You do realize that alcohol is a depressant, right? So how can a depressant make you feel good? I think you're tricking yourself into saying that it feels good to drink, when deep inside you know that it's destroying and depressing you. Our brains can come up with clever tricks to keep us on a substance.
i'd drop the alcohol like hot potato
That's what most people say, but don't. It's the part where you raise above the challenges and become a better person, instead of being a slug and letting the substance destroy you. How can you defeat alcohol if you're not willing to put any effort into it?