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MycoolFitz · 06-16-2012, 05:05 PM

Been going insane (short drive) $70,000 in debt from treatment denied by my insurance but got it resoved because my mental/emotional issues prioritized over my AOD. Worked my ass off inpatient. When I was out of wheelchair, I wheeled others, helped serve lunches, attended all sessions, set up laughter sessions, etc. Hospital worked out the insurance and offered me free Out patient. I gave it my all and for once its coming back. Social anxiety order, blah, blah. blah, I went to Farmers Market and bought my upstairs neighbor some organic salad mix. Left it at her door but when it got real hot I went back and knocked on her door to gave them to her. I almost almost had a heart attack but I did already so what the heck. Don't promote a program but I do encourage love and courage and committment. 3 years I've lived here, first time I knocked on anyone's door and entered. It felt good. I'm glad I don't know her e-mail because I would have e-thanked her for what she's done for me. Human connection.

faceitandfixit · 06-16-2012, 05:24 PM

Good going Fitz! That took alot of courage. For me, I find when I go out of my way to do something kind for another human being, it always comes back to me in spades

OklaBH · 06-16-2012, 05:54 PM

You seem VERY depressed from your posts/threads. Im worried about you. I will PM you.

MycoolFitz · 06-16-2012, 06:35 PM

Well I PM'd you just to take the intiative. I feel better today than I have in awhile and am reaching out for help and support and trying to learn how to make homemade bread, now that is depressing. My last batch crawled out of my breadmaker on its own.

MycoolFitz · 06-16-2012, 06:58 PM

You guys are the greatest. Love SR

Jitterbugg · 06-16-2012, 07:32 PM

Fitz...don't worry about the debt. The important thing is that you don't pick up a drink. I was massively in debt and the anxiety over that drove me to drink even more. Now that I'm sober, I realized that everything can be worked out with a sound mind. Stay strong!

nel68 · 06-16-2012, 07:40 PM

Awesome post Fitz!

**Dee74** · 06-16-2012, 07:42 PM

I'm glad to see you're still here, still moving, and still making funny Fitz

D

06-16-2012, 05:05 PM	#1 (permalink)
MycoolFitz Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Here, Now Posts: 4,271	Some Posts Made Me Kinda Sad Today But I Depression But some good news for me Been going insane (short drive) $70,000 in debt from treatment denied by my insurance but got it resoved because my mental/emotional issues prioritized over my AOD. Worked my ass off inpatient. When I was out of wheelchair, I wheeled others, helped serve lunches, attended all sessions, set up laughter sessions, etc. Hospital worked out the insurance and offered me free Out patient. I gave it my all and for once its coming back. Social anxiety order, blah, blah. blah, I went to Farmers Market and bought my upstairs neighbor some organic salad mix. Left it at her door but when it got real hot I went back and knocked on her door to gave them to her. I almost almost had a heart attack but I did already so what the heck. Don't promote a program but I do encourage love and courage and committment. 3 years I've lived here, first time I knocked on anyone's door and entered. It felt good. I'm glad I don't know her e-mail because I would have e-thanked her for what she's done for me. Human connection. __________________ What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly ~ Lao Tsu

06-16-2012, 06:35 PM	#4 (permalink)
MycoolFitz Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Here, Now Posts: 4,271	Well I PM'd you just to take the intiative. I feel better today than I have in awhile and am reaching out for help and support and trying to learn how to make homemade bread, now that is depressing. My last batch crawled out of my breadmaker on its own. __________________ What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly ~ Lao Tsu

06-16-2012, 06:58 PM	#5 (permalink)
MycoolFitz Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Here, Now Posts: 4,271	You guys are the greatest. Love SR __________________ What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly ~ Lao Tsu

06-16-2012, 07:40 PM	#7 (permalink)
nel68 Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Somewhere over the rainbow Posts: 1,951 Blog Entries: 10	Awesome post Fitz! __________________ [Gratitude] turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos into order, confusion into clarity...it makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow.” ― Melody Beattie

06-16-2012, 07:42 PM	#8 (permalink)
Dee74 SR Moderator Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: South Seas Posts: 65,417	I'm glad to see you're still here, still moving, and still making funny Fitz D __________________

06-16-2012, 05:24 PM	#2 (permalink)
faceitandfixit God's work in progress Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Northeast US Posts: 396	Good going Fitz! That took alot of courage. For me, I find when I go out of my way to do something kind for another human being, it always comes back to me in spades

06-16-2012, 05:54 PM	#3 (permalink)
OklaBH Member Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: The Sooner State Posts: 1,058 Blog Entries: 2	You seem VERY depressed from your posts/threads. Im worried about you. I will PM you.

06-16-2012, 07:32 PM	#6 (permalink)
Jitterbugg Professional Drunk Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Toronto Posts: 465	Fitz...don't worry about the debt. The important thing is that you don't pick up a drink. I was massively in debt and the anxiety over that drove me to drink even more. Now that I'm sober, I realized that everything can be worked out with a sound mind. Stay strong!

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