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tiedmyself2tite · 11-07-2009, 06:06 PM

haha. that took me about 30 seconds to type. i hate this period in between realizing that i have a problem and actually getting to a doctor to start my detox. it's like i have an excuse to drink. i know i don't but i drink anyway. i have been drinking for about 26 hours straight with a couple random "naps". haha. i had the swine flu or something going on with my health this week and missed a bunch of work and now they're telling me that i'm off the schedule for the whole next week and i'm worried they are firing me and i think that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me in the situation i'm in. so of course i am getting ****faced all by myself and feeling like a total ***hole. blah blah blah don't want to type anymore. just want to talk to someone.

gypsytears · 11-07-2009, 06:15 PM

I'm glad you've found the forum. There's a lot of good advice and support here. Once you've stopped this binge I hope you stick around.

**Dee74** · 11-07-2009, 06:19 PM

Hi again Ryan

Man, I think it's time to explore some of that stuff you don't want to do, cos what you're doing? yeah, it really does suck.

Nothing gonna change until you make changes, Ryan.
D

***Anna*** · 11-07-2009, 07:06 PM

I hope you make the decision to get and stay sober.

We're here to offer support.

Things will continue to get worse so now is the time to stop.

11-07-2009, 06:06 PM	#1 (permalink)
tiedmyself2tite Member Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: augusta ga Posts: 7	well this sucks. haha. that took me about 30 seconds to type. i hate this period in between realizing that i have a problem and actually getting to a doctor to start my detox. it's like i have an excuse to drink. i know i don't but i drink anyway. i have been drinking for about 26 hours straight with a couple random "naps". haha. i had the swine flu or something going on with my health this week and missed a bunch of work and now they're telling me that i'm off the schedule for the whole next week and i'm worried they are firing me and i think that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me in the situation i'm in. so of course i am getting **faced all by myself and feeling like a total *hole. blah blah blah don't want to type anymore. just want to talk to someone.

11-07-2009, 06:15 PM	#2 (permalink)
gypsytears not a greeter Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: padmasana Posts: 12,538 Blog Entries: 2	I'm glad you've found the forum. There's a lot of good advice and support here. Once you've stopped this binge I hope you stick around. __________________ Yoga teaches us to cure what need not be endured and endure what cannot be cured. ~B.K.S. Iyengar

11-07-2009, 06:19 PM	#3 (permalink)
Dee74 SR Moderator Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: South Seas Posts: 42,347	Hi again Ryan Man, I think it's time to explore some of that stuff you don't want to do, cos what you're doing? yeah, it really does suck. Nothing gonna change until you make changes, Ryan. D __________________ “When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be”Lao Tzu

11-07-2009, 07:06 PM	#4 (permalink)
*Anna* Administrator Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light Posts: 22,764	I hope you make the decision to get and stay sober. We're here to offer support. Things will continue to get worse so now is the time to stop. __________________ And I dont know what the future is holding in store I dont know where Im going, Im not sure where I've been There's a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me My life is worth the living, I dont need to see the end. John Denver

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