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10-02-2008, 06:27 AM
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| bona fido dog-lover  |
Something sure is going on, and it bodes no good for me. 
__________________ I'd rather live in my car with my dogs than live in a castle without them. Dogs may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole. Don't wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. -Albert Camus Find the good and praise it. - Alex Haley |
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10-02-2008, 08:45 AM
| #478 (permalink) |
| bona fido dog-lover |
Have tried all ways I could think of to feel better this morning, but still feel very sick to my stomach and a killer headache and the most depressed I've felt in a long time. Do'nt know how the hell to ride this one out without throwing up. This is not the chemical imbalance depression that's helped by zoloft, this is purely situational and looking worse each minute. It's only 50 degrees here and really cold in my house, but am afraid to turn the furnace on as I still haven't paid off my bill from last winter. So am dressed warmly as I can be and still able to move my arms and legs, but my fingers are still like ice. I would like nothing better than to cry it out and get the relief that tears can give, but just can't cry. The tears are dammed up inside me and won't come out. I'm smoking like a chimney and pacing the house. Just took the dogs for a long walk and felt the whole time like I was about to be sick. Right now this is beyond my ability to handle. Do'nt know what the hell to do, but stay glued to my only support system. I forgot all about my home group meeting this morning, and I really wanted to go. But am not thinking clearly at all and not really wanting to put myself out in "polite society" as I feel like a beaten dog. Don't know what to do or not do, just in limbo and feel like I'm hanging by a thread - literally. Pray for me please. I am so lost and alone.
__________________ I'd rather live in my car with my dogs than live in a castle without them. Dogs may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole. Don't wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. -Albert Camus Find the good and praise it. - Alex Haley |
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10-02-2008, 08:51 AM
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I agree that there's something in the air this week too. Dee- Thanks for the videos. I love them!! No whine for me today. I'm finally feeling a lot better. I hope the rest of you feel better soon.
__________________ * BB quotes cited from the 1st Ed.* One Day at a Time Sobriety Date: Jan 19, 2008 |
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10-02-2008, 10:05 AM
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least (HUGGGG) I have been just doing sr for the last 2 days ... no meetings ... when i am in a vunerable place....bad idea!!! I love you all at SR...but i MUST stay in contact with my F2F GROUP too. Someone is coming to take me to a meeting I don't want to go to in about 10 minites. Least you have lot going on...grab all the support you can girl!!!!  |
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10-02-2008, 10:50 AM
| #483 (permalink) |
| bona fido dog-lover |
It just keeps getting worse. Now college kid's cat is really sick and had to be rushed to the vet. My parents are helping with the bill, which will be big, as I asked them to make the check directly to the vet and not to me. I am falling off a cliff here and just keep on feeling worse. My head aches so that I'm about to be sick and I can't do anything useful to anyone. I must have done some very bad things is a previous life to get slammed like this, just when things were starting to look up. Now everything's in the toilet. I have no strength in reserve as I'd used up the last of it just getting this far.
__________________ I'd rather live in my car with my dogs than live in a castle without them. Dogs may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole. Don't wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. -Albert Camus Find the good and praise it. - Alex Haley |
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10-02-2008, 11:05 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Northern CA
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I'm keeping up with you all in the whine department lately. That's not a good thing.  I feel worse today and I think it was from the lack of sleep last night. Trying to decide if I call in (ugh) or just drag myself in there late. My chest feels like severals and bags have been laid on it. Waa!!  Trish & Jules. Amen on people being in pissy moods or having high expectations. A good friend of my on here "called me on my BS" last night and I just don't feel like I deserved it. I'm not feeling well and doing the best I can right now. I'm not drinking. Who knows what is going on behind these computer screens. I try not to take things personally. You never know what hardships others are going through to make these misunderstandings happen. ((HUGS)) back Ananda, Least & Horselover and all the other whiners. Don't worry Jules & Trish...I can tell you are not in the mood for hugs - go trip a small child, that may bring a gleam to the eye  (disclaimer since everyone is sensitive lately: just teasing, trying to make us laugh).
__________________ Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour. I Peter 5:8 |
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10-02-2008, 11:16 AM
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| IO Storm  |
Boston... Sorry someone made you feel worse. I know I felt that way when I missed some meetings due to my mom's SW coming on Monday nights. My home group. Then I was sick. Some old timers grilled me...not nice at all! Sponsor said.."Did you stay sober this week?" "Yes." "Then, you did good!" You are doing good, Boston...  :
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10-02-2008, 11:46 AM
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OK...fellow Whiners...my daughter convinced me to call her tomorrow night and let her know if I'm "feeling better" enough to have company on Saturday; and, that's what I'm going to do. I'm determined to shake off this feeling, even if I have to "act as if"!!! Maybe Palin will give us a few well-needed laughs tonight. In the meantime... Quote:
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10-02-2008, 11:53 AM
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| IO Storm |
Thanks Jerz for the reminder.. Supposed to get my roots done today...so I can "act as if" ... Just so I don't hurl while I'm sitting in the middle of the rinse! *Lol*
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10-02-2008, 01:24 PM
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| Community Greeter  Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: FL
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Hiya whiners...I've got some stuff to whine about but....I don't feel like it!!! In fact I'm letting it go and having a good day!  I promise to make it up to y'all later when my whining relapse is over.
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10-02-2008, 01:26 PM
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| Administrator  Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light
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Here's the next part: http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...t-13-a-21.html (Whiners Anonymous Part 13)
__________________  And I dont know what the future is holding in store I dont know where Im going, Im not sure where I've been There's a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me My life is worth the living, I dont need to see the end. John Denver |
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