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05-22-2008, 12:05 PM
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| Living one day at a time  Join Date: May 2008 Location: Tennessee
Posts: 9
| a quick poem I just wrote this today about how I feeling weeks before my sudicide attempt. I just want to share it with ya'll. distant lonely no where to go trapped helpless all alone You cant understand You dont want too Quick to judge powerless weak vulnerable help me You turn away i cry in pain help all alone defenseless frail cant escape thoughts nothing left to do Love me Hate me Alleviate my pain hurt misery nothing left to do helpless lonely distant coldness nothingness numbness emptiness here I am There you are |
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06-26-2008, 02:03 PM
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| Living one day at a time Join Date: May 2008 Location: Tennessee
Posts: 9
| I wrote another poem a couple days later and thought I'd share it too: I reach out to you, you pull away. Tell me what to do with all this pain trapped inside. Release me, set me free. You turn to me, and stare cluelessly at what I have become; scared, helpless, feeble, weak. I am afraid, I need help. Help! You walk away, I scream inside. A voice inside whispers “end this wretched life.” I can’t. I won’t. I must. My fears diminish, I shed no tears, my life has no meaning. I am useless. I am helpless. No control…must have control. what to do, I reach out again, you turn away and I know what must be done. I am no help, I am hindrance, no need for me. I will be free. Free from this torture, free from this pain, free from this tainted ugly body, no more agony, no more hurt. No more suffering. |
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| The Following 7 Users Say Thank You to mbnfprncess For This Useful Post: | dave47 (06-28-2008),
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HeavyJ (06-26-2008),
Hevyn (06-27-2008),
Horselover (06-26-2008),
ksplash5 (06-28-2008),
Toomutch (06-27-2008)
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06-26-2008, 02:11 PM
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| Living one day at a time Join Date: May 2008 Location: Tennessee
Posts: 9
| Yeah I tried to share them with my family and they freaked out. I don't feel that way now, but they don't seem to get that. I guess I just feel that maybe the poems could help one person who reads it b/c then they see that someone else has been there and felt like them. Plus it's pretty good therapy to get out how I felt before my attempt. |
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06-26-2008, 02:17 PM
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| Member  Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Minnesota
Posts: 295
| I agree, It is great therapy to get it out, and great for others to read. You also hit the nail on the head, I have felt "At home" several times reading the posts on this SR website because I have been there, and that's exactly how I felt in some cases. Goo dluck, let's journey together with our SR friends... Heavy |
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06-27-2008, 02:40 PM
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| one of many  Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: United States
Posts: 163
| I too have visited that world more than once. I don't care to go back. Thats why I work my program.  |
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