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05-03-2008, 07:21 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| Lyrics from me...down today. You call me a dog.....well that's fair enough. Aint no use to pretend your wrong. You call me out....I can't hide anymore..i have no disguise you can't see thru. You say it's bad luck to have fallen for me... Well what can i do to make it good for you... You wore me out like an old winter coat... Just trying to be safe from the cold....but when it's my time to throw the next stone.....I'll call you beautiful if i call at all. You tell me i'm low because i slept on the floor...and out in the woods with the badgers and wolves... You threw me out cuz i went digging for gold and came home with a handfull of coal. But when it's my time to throw the next stone...i'll call you beautiful if i call at all. When it's my time to call your bluff.....i'll call you beautiful or leave it alone. It doesn't bother me as long as you know...bad luck will follow you if you keep me on a leash and drag me along. Call me a dog. That's fair enough. |
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05-03-2008, 07:31 AM
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| Forum Leader  Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light
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| Hi October, It's good to see you posting. It sounds like you're having a bad time today, because of someone close to you Believe in yourself and that you can get through this. |
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__________________ Anna  "I don't know what the future is holding in store I don't know where Im going, Im not sure where Ive been Theres a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me My life is worth the living, I don't need to see the end." John Denver | |
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05-03-2008, 07:36 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| more feeling down lyrics sorry please mother mercy take me from this place....and the long winded curses i hear in my head. Words never listen and teachers they never learn...i'm warm from this candle though i feel too cold to burn. Say Hello To Heaven. New like a baby lost like a prayer. Smooth like a whisper too much love is never enough. Seek another road this one has ended abrupt. Say Hello To Heaven. |
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05-03-2008, 07:42 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| yeah...things are low...thanks for the reply. Low....Low....Low. Worried. Really Worried. Drowning my sorrows and drowning IN them. I'm sorry. Thank you for the support and kindness i need some today really bad. FREEDOM......can you email me please? or PM me?? |
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05-03-2008, 08:45 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| good to have friends it's really nice to be here with you guys.....it makes me feel better....thanks to everyone who is talking to me.....it helps. |
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05-03-2008, 08:48 AM
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| Zoo Crew Keeper  Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Kansas
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| October, I have a few pieces of prose I wrote very early in recovery, so let me share a piece of my creativity with you, okay?  Self Expression she stands in line at the store blue dragon twisting downward from hip to knee a tall willowy lady with shoulders thrown back and a smile on her face stares from behind smirks from the front judges, juries, executioners they all hold a position in their tiny little minds but she still smiles her smile loving that dancing dragon and the purpose it serves to bring her visual pleasure while weeding out the phonies who judge by appearance and not by contents of the heart... |
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__________________ DeVon & the Zoo Crew  "Blessed is the person who has earned the love of an old dog." ~Sydney Jeanne Seward | |
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05-03-2008, 09:07 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| that was good really good..... You write prose really well......do i take it the dragon is a tattoo? If so...that could even be me you speak of in male form.....i have alot of tattoos and people often judge me for them....i really feel what you were saying there.........thank you Freedom. |
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05-03-2008, 09:15 AM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| some lyrics from Mr. Anselmo Rehab....performed by DOWN lyrics by Phil Anselmo. Headburning drunk....i don't need none that's right man i'm fine. What iv'e got to know is have i wasted time, my eyes are blind to everything you see. And i'm drowning. |
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05-03-2008, 09:16 AM
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05-03-2008, 02:24 PM
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| I"m so sorry you are hurting. Please hang on to us til the hurt passes. I can only think of you and pray for you to feel better. I understand feeling so lost and alone. I feel that way so often myself. Please know that you are not alone. We care for you.  |
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05-04-2008, 05:14 PM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| thanks least... Thank you Least....you guys are the best friends a guy could ever ask for. .....i am coming to terms with the fact......sometimes you finally find your way.....get through to the other side......just to watch it dissapear....to fade to black righ in front of you and all you can do is watch it go. I was so sure i found what i needed in this cold world, in fact.....i still am.....i'm seeing it dissapear little by little, day by hour by minute.....all i can do is smile to the world and cry in my heart....cry at night when nobody can hear me. I feel like such a wuss......i'm sorry to be such a whiner tonight. |
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05-04-2008, 05:17 PM
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| Forum Leader Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light
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| Hi October, I'm sorry things so tough right now. My thoughts and prayers are with you to help you get through this difficult time. |
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05-13-2008, 12:54 PM
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| ghost in the machine Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: on the floor
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| a momentary lapse of sanity Well here i sit. The innocent can never last. Wake me up when september ends. Teetering on the edge of all things sane i'm declined for the services from the Hospital.....and have to turn to other means and companies. I feel lost and helpless. All of the stars have faded away. Try not to worry you'll see them someday??!! I'll never change what's been and gone. Try not to worry?! Stop crying your heart out. I have no clever or subtle phrase here.....no lyrics.....no words. Just empty space.....just what it is. Don't look back in anger. Take me to the place where you go......where nobody knows.....don't put your life in the hands............... Oasis is on the player right now. Taking me where i need to go.....where i probably shouldn't go.....and i don't even.........another sunny afternoon.....tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon.......need a little time to wake up......guess i might as well. |
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05-13-2008, 12:58 PM
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| Forum Leader Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light
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| I don't understand. How can the hospital decline to take care of you? |
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__________________ Anna "I don't know what the future is holding in store I don't know where Im going, Im not sure where Ive been Theres a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me My life is worth the living, I don't need to see the end." John Denver | |
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