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12-26-2006, 10:17 PM
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| tt Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: caseville,mi
Posts: 6
|  New to site (PLEASE HELP ME) PLEASE Hi I have been a crack addict for two years and have recently decided to try to stop I have gone from almost an everyday user to using 3 times in 25 days I feel so much better and look better and am becoming a social person now today and tomorrow I have job interviews it sounds promising but i know at any minute I have feelings that come and go just like now and I guess thats why I'm trying this online talking thing I don't have a license now because of a stupid traffic ticket that I never took care of and another and another and now I really cant pay them where before I had the money and chose to smoke crack with my money it seems like there is no end to this drug and its troubles its caused I have lost my house car and almost my life to this drug and most important almost my family I want to get help because i am afraid this is going to continue like before and all my trying will fail this drug over powers me and i cant help it without help i cant afford a rehab neither can my family for me and outpatient don't work for me i just get depressed and go bye a fat crack rock and smoke it away all day and night just to try to forget my problems that always helps for the moment and then it gets worse by far i become violent the next day and am horrible to everyone around me please help me i want my life back so bad i really did have it all and was so happy and a wonderful person. Isn't there anywhere free i can go for a while to get help before i relapse like mad because i feel it coming no matter how hard I'm trying I cant stop this feeling will it ever go away PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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12-26-2006, 10:21 PM
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| Om, Aum, Ohm...  Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: Punxsutawney/Pittsburgh
Posts: 2,071
| NA is free. There are 24 hr hotlines that will hook you up with someone you can talk to right now. Among other things, I gave quite a lot of my life to crack. You can get free of it, but for me, it took 12 step recovery (I go to AA). Doing it alone didn't work for me. Good luck on your job interviews. Find some help. It's out there, and it's free. Peace & Love, Sugah |
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12-26-2006, 10:26 PM
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| tt Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: caseville,mi
Posts: 6
| Thank you Na worked for a while so did AA but I relapsed twice as bad thanks for the advice I may try it again now that i want too and ain't getting forced too thanks for the job luck i need all the luck i can get right now may god be with you and your road to recovery LOL tt |
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12-26-2006, 10:32 PM
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| On a tear  Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Volcano Country!
Posts: 3,157
| Salvation Army has a free inpatient program... religous based. NA is free. All require incredible commitment... you are beginning to sound like you might have that this time. Few find sobriety with their first shot - keep quitting. (((hugs))) |
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__________________ No matter how spoiled the past may be, our future is spotless.... BigSis | |
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12-26-2006, 10:38 PM
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| tt Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: caseville,mi
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| BigSis Thank you also its a nice feeling to know there are people out there for support and as i have always believed and always will through this whole mess its never too late to do the right thing and i believe your right i feel I'm finally ready at least i pray every night to let myself and the lord help me to keep on going Thank you |
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12-26-2006, 10:39 PM
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| On a tear Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Volcano Country!
Posts: 3,157
| You've got my prayers right there with yours... (((hugs))) We're open all night - 24/7. Post whenever you need to... |
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__________________ No matter how spoiled the past may be, our future is spotless.... BigSis | |
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12-26-2006, 10:51 PM
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| Trying to do the right thing.  Join Date: May 2006 Location: London
Posts: 4,355
| Welcome to SR Hon .....  You will find lots of good advice Given ,...and Much more ..  Your not Alone Hon.... |
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12-26-2006, 10:57 PM
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| tt Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: caseville,mi
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| I better go to bed i need to look and feel my best for tomorrow thanks to all of you that helped me tonight I'll be here tomorrow night too you got me through a tough hour where i wanted to smoke and i didn't do it thanks to you all god bless and goodnight talk with you tomorrow feel free to send me any info all will help me while I'm in need so badly i can sleep peacefully tonight knowing there are others who have been there and are willing to help have a wonderful night  LOL tt |
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12-27-2006, 03:50 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: my room in ct.
Posts: 10,884
| hiya tt9... welcome... thought i would hop on the support exspress too... around here.. the ER only takes you in if your all liquered up... it aint easy.. but its doable... and you can do it... good wishes... rz |
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