24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 282
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Join Date: Jun 2017
Location: Arkansas
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Signing up for another 24 hours of sobriety. Another busy day today, but I welcome the distraction.
Congratulations to all milestoners!
Wishing everyone a beautiful day.
We are all capable of great things. Love and light to all.
Congratulations to all milestoners!
Wishing everyone a beautiful day.
We are all capable of great things. Love and light to all.
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Join Date: Nov 2015
Posts: 2,031
Originally Posted by venuscat 
august 15, 2017
lilymaz ~ 3 weeks! ♥
allyson1986xxx ~ 1 month! ♥
vinificent ~ 3 months! ♥
tomls ~ 10 months! ♥
mcflurry ~ 1 year & 7 months! ♥
vikinggf ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
heartsafire ~ 3 years!!! ♥
lilymaz ~ 3 weeks! ♥
allyson1986xxx ~ 1 month! ♥
vinificent ~ 3 months! ♥
tomls ~ 10 months! ♥
mcflurry ~ 1 year & 7 months! ♥
vikinggf ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
heartsafire ~ 3 years!!! ♥
congratulations!!!
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Good morning. Working from home today, waiting for my new fridg that didn't get installed last Tuesday. Major fiasco. I'll never order anything from "that company" that has to be delivered.
I'm so thankful for my sobriety and my SR family. Coming here each morning "grounds" me and makes me realize to not take any of my recovery for granted.
Praying for 24 hours of sobriety and peace, today.
August 15 @ 7:19am
I'm so thankful for my sobriety and my SR family. Coming here each morning "grounds" me and makes me realize to not take any of my recovery for granted.
Praying for 24 hours of sobriety and peace, today.
August 15 @ 7:19am
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Join Date: Jan 2016
Posts: 4,217
Day 106 - here for another 24 hours of freedom
So glad it's Monday. Something about a new week always gives me the motivation to do better, be better, start anew. I am in a bad place with my eating disorder and it's only gotten worse over the last month. I can't live like this anymore and feel like a fraud since my AV is winning in the food department even though I am winning in the sobriety one.
I found a therapist- just emailed him this morning. His website is amazing and his quotes are all about how "thought become things" which I have been saying ever sine I first read Mike Dooley coin the phrase decades ago. I can't wait to get my first appointment and beat this crap once and for all. It is taking over my life and it is no different than the drinking. Once I start eating what I consider a "bad food" I want more, more more. Food (refined carbs and sugar) makes me isolate, makes me hate myself, creates a lot of inner turmoil and pain not to mention the physical side effects which are beyond embarrassing. I have got to get through these next 3 days of sugar cravings and get "back on track" with low carb eating. It's the only thing that keeps me positive in both body and mind and it works for my body.
Sorry for the rant- I should post this in the ED group I suppose. I am just so sick and tired of being sick and tired about food. Why does it have such a hold on me? Why can't I go out and eat pizza and ice cream with the rest of the world and not be so affected by it? It makes my body sick- literally sick and then I am filled with shame, guilt and disgust. I want to love myself. I want to let go of this. I want to heal.
Wishing you all a great week ahead- I can't believe it's the middle of August already. Where did the summer go?
I found a therapist- just emailed him this morning. His website is amazing and his quotes are all about how "thought become things" which I have been saying ever sine I first read Mike Dooley coin the phrase decades ago. I can't wait to get my first appointment and beat this crap once and for all. It is taking over my life and it is no different than the drinking. Once I start eating what I consider a "bad food" I want more, more more. Food (refined carbs and sugar) makes me isolate, makes me hate myself, creates a lot of inner turmoil and pain not to mention the physical side effects which are beyond embarrassing. I have got to get through these next 3 days of sugar cravings and get "back on track" with low carb eating. It's the only thing that keeps me positive in both body and mind and it works for my body.
Sorry for the rant- I should post this in the ED group I suppose. I am just so sick and tired of being sick and tired about food. Why does it have such a hold on me? Why can't I go out and eat pizza and ice cream with the rest of the world and not be so affected by it? It makes my body sick- literally sick and then I am filled with shame, guilt and disgust. I want to love myself. I want to let go of this. I want to heal.
Wishing you all a great week ahead- I can't believe it's the middle of August already. Where did the summer go?
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I know that life works on the Laws of Attraction so why am I having so much of a hard time aligning myself with the life that I want??
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Join Date: Jul 2017
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Threw away the alcohol again, for the last time, a week ago today! Throwing the ciggys away today...this is my life, not the beasts! I got a couple of those legless, armless, mouthy beggars doing gregorian chants in my head.... but its my song that will be heard. My song is a symphony of life and hope. California, 0454, another 24!
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