24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 244
I'm doing a lot better today. I have to learn to let go of things from the past that I can't control. About 18 months ago I decided to make a change in my life. My brother offered to help and, do me a favor. Instead of looking out for my needs he looked out for his own selfish personal wants instead. This "favor" may now and will cost me a lot of money. Whenever I confront him on, it he just denies and starts yelling so, I cut him off.
He's been trying to make contact with me lately. Whenever he does he tries to lay a guilt trip on me and, make me out to be the bad person. That's it in a nutshell. Like I said I need to let it go but, it's really hard.
I hope all of you have a good sober day. Heartfelt congrats to the celebrants! As for me, I'm in for another day of sobriety.
He's been trying to make contact with me lately. Whenever he does he tries to lay a guilt trip on me and, make me out to be the bad person. That's it in a nutshell. Like I said I need to let it go but, it's really hard.
I hope all of you have a good sober day. Heartfelt congrats to the celebrants! As for me, I'm in for another day of sobriety.
Is this the same brother who put you in the difficult situation lately?
Some of the posts here have reminder me of how just important it is to focus on today in sobriety. I cannot change yesterday- it is just a memory. Tomorrow has not happened yet- so apart from a bit of an eye to the future 9paying bills, food -etc) my focus has to remain on the here and now- on today.
1952 Wed, 24 more.
1952 Wed, 24 more.
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Its back to Day One for me this morning. I let some difficult family stuff - 90 year mother with dementia combined with sibling issues and a weird Mothers Day family dynamic - provide a reason to drink. I lost my center core of strength.
But I am here to request 24 hours of sanity and sobriety please. And thank you all for your help and understanding.
But I am here to request 24 hours of sanity and sobriety please. And thank you all for your help and understanding.
Stay close!!!!
“Ships don’t sink because of the water around them; ships sink because of the water that gets in them. Don’t let what’s happening around you get inside you and weigh you down.”
6:00am in Alberta. Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
Another 24 for me please, and thanks...
And another darn good day, indeed!!!!!
Good morning,
Congratulations to Jo and all of our milestoners! How wonderful that we left that life behind forever, one day at a time!
It's a rainy Wednesday.. My thoughts are negative this morning--waking up worrying about possible outcomes of things. It's at least, or more likely that things will turn out very well. What is it about that? It's a big part of alcoholism--worst-case, negative thinking that we feel the need to escape from with a drink. I am so sick of worrying! I don't care if x, y actually happen anymore. It's never as bad as I think. I feel very positive some mornings but sometimes I have to work at it.
What if: all will be well? That is so much easier.
I never want to drink again. But the next 24 will be enough for now! I plan on checking in a lot today.--love the positive vibe here. Thank you for helping me and all of us through these early days.
Have a great day or night,
Love
Red
5:11a
Congratulations to Jo and all of our milestoners! How wonderful that we left that life behind forever, one day at a time!
It's a rainy Wednesday.. My thoughts are negative this morning--waking up worrying about possible outcomes of things. It's at least, or more likely that things will turn out very well. What is it about that? It's a big part of alcoholism--worst-case, negative thinking that we feel the need to escape from with a drink. I am so sick of worrying! I don't care if x, y actually happen anymore. It's never as bad as I think. I feel very positive some mornings but sometimes I have to work at it.
What if: all will be well? That is so much easier.
I never want to drink again. But the next 24 will be enough for now! I plan on checking in a lot today.--love the positive vibe here. Thank you for helping me and all of us through these early days.
Have a great day or night,
Love
Red
5:11a
It's never as bad as a drink.
THINK POSIITVE - DRAW POSITIVE
Have you read Emmett Fox Around the Year or the Sermon on the Mount? It's all about the power of Positive thinking.
I'm doing a lot better today. I have to learn to let go of things from the past that I can't control. About 18 months ago I decided to make a change in my life. My brother offered to help and, do me a favor. Instead of looking out for my needs he looked out for his own selfish personal wants instead. This "favor" may now and will cost me a lot of money. Whenever I confront him on, it he just denies and starts yelling so, I cut him off.
He's been trying to make contact with me lately. Whenever he does he tries to lay a guilt trip on me and, make me out to be the bad person. That's it in a nutshell. Like I said I need to let it go but, it's really hard.
I hope all of you have a good sober day. Heartfelt congrats to the celebrants! As for me, I'm in for another day of sobriety.
He's been trying to make contact with me lately. Whenever he does he tries to lay a guilt trip on me and, make me out to be the bad person. That's it in a nutshell. Like I said I need to let it go but, it's really hard.
I hope all of you have a good sober day. Heartfelt congrats to the celebrants! As for me, I'm in for another day of sobriety.
Checking in for another 24... 7:32 a.m. in IL
Hugs all around this morning. Like many of us here, I cannot think of anything but what is happening right now. Nothing too far in advance or I will end up having a major anxiety/panic attack and be right back at failure. Nothing but today. My head is still in a fog, but I know this will pass soon.
Congrats to everyone reaching a milestone today. May we all have a safe and sober day. Much love to all. ❤
Day #3
Hugs all around this morning. Like many of us here, I cannot think of anything but what is happening right now. Nothing too far in advance or I will end up having a major anxiety/panic attack and be right back at failure. Nothing but today. My head is still in a fog, but I know this will pass soon.
Congrats to everyone reaching a milestone today. May we all have a safe and sober day. Much love to all. ❤
Day #3
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