Dee74

I'm either a guy - or a woman with some serious issues Krete LOL

I know Dee's a girls name in the US, but I'm not American

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krete77

hope ur doin better brazillian.

i start a temp job tomorrow..worked for this guy before so im happy to make a little money.

really trying to get in gear and get goals going but yet again i sat around all day and did nothing.

brazilian

thanks Krete

today was not a good day

me too, I did nothing, I allowed myself to be depressed, ate a lot of junk and layed down all day long. not cool.

congratulations on your temp job

Dee74

Grats on the job Krete

Hope you feel better tomorrow Brazillian

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brazilian

feeling a bit better, thanks Dee

brazilian

where are Stoogy and HC.. and everyone?

hope you guys are doing fine

brazilian

ok the thread is oficially dead now

Dee74

I'm still checking in

Hope everyone else is doing ok....

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krete77

hey brazillian im here.

i guess i just been busy the past couple days? not sure doing what lol but busy is a good word for it.

hope all is well...rapidly approaching 6 month mark..although the last month and a half seemed to take forever.!

brazilian

yeah, 6 month mark is near

not doing very well here, craving lately, thinking about smoking, things like that

but still going

Stoogy

Hi Guys,

Still here too, had a really rough period and sadly I am having a few beers from day to day at present.

I always try to take positives from any situation and I will make this good pretty soon and get back here when I can contribute without seeming like a hypocrite.

I hate myself right now for letting you guys down, my E-Family.


Best wishes
Stuart.

brazilian

hi Stoogy, nice to hear from you

is not hypocritical, we are together no matter whay, fighting every day

departing from the SR may not be the best choice my friend

stick with us, let us try to help

and you help us by your experience, that's the way it Works, we learn together and fight together

don't hate yourself, forgive yourself .. and let's just keep going from here

brazilian

tough day here

dangerously close to a relapse

but still fighting

Dee74

Stuart - this may annoy your inner addict, but why not make 'pretty soon' right now?


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grubby

Uh oh, what happened?

brazilian

pretty rough day yesterday, but feeling a bit better today

how are you doing grubby

Stoogy

Hey Dee, really appreciate your input buddy, I have truthfully not even enjoyed the very few beers I have had, but sadly I am currently going through a very tough and emotional situation which brought on the "old comfort blanket" so to speak.
I need to re-evaluate my situation and I know I chose to drink without an urge really as I was beyond those feelings, no one knows me better than me and I do have a plan, but I really do appreciate the concern from all you guys as always.
Have a good one guys and thanks again.
Brazillian- sorry buddy on a personall note, I have neglected to feed your thread for too long my friend.
Stuart.

grubby

Doing fine, sizing up my next opportunity. "Working" from home is great, i hope i can make good with what i'm doing now........ i'd prefer not to go back out to the dried-up, gutted carcass, zombie economy if i can help it. "Working" for other people sucks regardless of if you're male, female, young, old, educated, un-educated, black, white, blue, green, purple, etc - pure and simple, i really wouldn't want to go back to that.

What do you mean by "rough" day? no need for specifics of course, just wondering what's troubling you.

brazilian

hey grubby, just the usual stuff: anxiety, cravings, a little depression
glad to know you are doing just fine!

hey stuart, don't need to be sorry, the thread is not an obligation
hope you get back on track soon buddy

Dee, thanks for the support yesterday

brazilian

How's everyone doing?

Things getting better around here, having a nice quiet weekend.

Making some plans for the weeks ahead, having a better life depends only on myself.

Will is a powerfull thing and I will put it into work.

Have a nice weekend guys, hope everyone is doing fine.