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| Silent Jay. | ![]() I have that one. *came off photobucket*
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Today sucks and it's not even the right day for it to be sucky.Tomorrow's gonna be worse and I don't need anything to be any worse. After a couple of hours being out in the sun with a few people I realized I really really didn't want to be there. I didn't feel very good... I still don't feel very good. I came back and took a nap. I mean a nap??? Something is wrong with me. I just want a little peace in my head but there seems to be no way to achieve it...
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awwwww DEEEEEEEEE! ![]() ![]() very very looooonnnngggggg day .... am off to bed....if you're up late maybe i'll catch you in time to say good nite dee (hug hug)
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Wow what a weird day yesterday, I fell asleep about 8 and I've just woken up, thats 13 hours sleep, and I didn't even think I was tired ![]() I feel a bit like someone has drugged me. Well I suppose I have no excuse to be lazy today, I had better get something done for a change
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I'm beat too Dee..... well...."they" called today..the powers that be..... They can't close year end books unless i submit my 3 late creditcard payments...else the whole university will be off balance ![]() So I have my afternoon cut out for me.... I can't wait till i can stay home and sleep all day on Saturday! I hope there isn't anyone just struggling with drinking..or just plain struggling that isn't posting here....It's alot easier to get through things surrounded by friends...or it works for me anyway
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| Silent Jay. |
Okay nan, this is pikachu:
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Lol I loved Pokemon when I was younger (30) but I hated Pikachu ![]() Pika Pika
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he's adorable jason..er or her??? i missed pokeyman..... course i'm an old fart so guess that figures... Nia is diligintly cleaning the leather couch this morning...i had bad dreams all night..but slept decent despite. I haven't been to a meeting now in 2 weeks.....this is not a good thing.... partly it's cause i'm just too wound up from work (alchoholic excuse #1) Partly its cause i don't wanna deal with the guy who likes me but i have not interest in....if i don't go, i don't have to deal with telling him to stop buying my dinner and getting me a chair next to him Fear of men was one of the reasons i isolated for 15 years....i don't wanna go down that road again, but jeez I just don't know how to deal with this other than to be an obnoxiuos btch ... and the guys a nice guy as far as that goes...just not my type (way way way too concervitive for me, nothing in common that sort of thing) Anyhow...You guys know meetings are part of my routine, and I don't mind if i end up only doing one meeting a week really...though i think 2 would be better...but no meeting for 2 weeks is really really not cool. Ok confession over (hug) Thanks.
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well you already know Nands - you gotta work out how to deal with this guy I never had much luck with letting people down either - but it's better than avoiding something you need. D
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Good morning November people (if anyone is still posting here that is ! ) I'm feeling pretty good this morning, had some nasty cravings last night but I just slept them away ![]() I might not always be able to do this, unless I want to spend the rest of my life asleep, but I will worry about that another day. I have to go to church today :O so that should be fun
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ok..i went to my meeting last night...it was "ok" and i will go tonight to my home group meeting. I talked with a friend, and basically the Saturday meeting of my home group is one that i rarely am too tired from work to go to...so it needs to happen which means i have to clear up this man sht....it really was easier when oh nevermind ![]() Anyhow...i'm up after 2.5 hours sleep...will try to get some more rest in a bit here... Itunes is working and i downloaded a song and my god it is filthy
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so...i crashed and burned for a few hours this morning...but i am learning to do something different ![]() This time instead of drinking or sinking into depression...I went to chat and just goofed off..had a blast and my day has been ok since..though i ddin't get as much done as i needed.... found my passport..expires in november...may have to do a quick speed renewal..checking the rules and the visa rules too ![]() gonna work with the housekeeper on my boxes that need unpacking now ![]() later!
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crap...are you sure pix dang it all....crp crp crp....... ![]() that smiley is labeled major over reaction..but in this case it might just not be
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