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Old 11-23-2008, 03:00 PM   #126 (permalink)
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Old 11-23-2008, 11:50 PM   #127 (permalink)
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Old 11-23-2008, 11:53 PM   #128 (permalink)
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Keep it up DK, I am trying to catch you. Keep the lead on me.
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Old 11-24-2008, 08:53 AM   #130 (permalink)
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So glad to see the sober days piling up, Paul.

Even when we're not feeling our best, using only keeps us further in the muck pile.

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Dear Mr. DK, may I present to you a dancing banana on day 24? (be patient and let him dance, he even does the moonwalk!)
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Old 11-26-2008, 03:16 PM   #135 (permalink)
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I'm happy to hear you're doing well.
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Old 11-26-2008, 03:25 PM   #136 (permalink)
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LOL! Who said anything about doing well.. I just haven't picked up. My life is in the shitter...

But, thank you, Bam. It's the thought that counts!
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I'm having a real problem with motivation to do anything. Since I'm not working, I'm supposed to be the home maker, and I'm really sucking at it. I've been zoning out, watching complete seasons of cable TV shows on the internet. Usually during sober periods in the past, I was pretty motivated to get stuff done, and I just seem to be devoid of energy. My gf told me today that I may as well be smoking pot, lol (which I'm missing a bit). The only thing I can think of that is different this time is that I'm on Paxil.
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That is so like me at the moment Ive barely left the sofa since Friday, I even sleep on it because I cant be bothered to get up and go to bed. I dont feel depressed as such but something is draining my energy. Is Paxil an anti depressent because im on Citalopram and its supposed to lift you up not wear you out. Im going to the doctors today and hopefully he will let me know the score. Hang in there, I need to read your posts on the secular thread to help keep me going. x
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LOL! Who said anything about doing well.. I just haven't picked up. My life is in the shitter...
Sounds very familiar to me DK, when I first quit drinking things got worse, not better! Borderline insanity is what I would have called it, I was going crazy for a drink and going crazy to not drink! I am an alcoholic so I need a solution, my solution for my alcoholism for many years was alcohol, when I was drinking I was semi okay, when I was not drinking I was angry, irratable, anxious, tired, etc........

I found a solution for my alcoholism other then alcohol in the program of AA, the solution involved a whole lot more then going to meetings though.

DK I am glad you are staying sober, I have a feeling that things might change for you if you found a program of any type and started to really work it. Get involved in things, get out of your self and work with other people.
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I dont feel depressed as such but something is draining my energy. Is Paxil an anti depressent because im on Citalopram and its supposed to lift you up not wear you out. Im going to the doctors today and hopefully he will let me know the score. Hang in there, I need to read your posts on the secular thread to help keep me going. x
Yeah, Paxil is an SSRI like Celexa. I'm gonna call my therapist today and see if she can get a hold of the nurse practitioner. I've been trying to ride out the side effects, but it's been a month and I still feel like I have jet-lag (or atleast what I've heard that feels like). I've always tolerated Prozac quite well, never really had any side effects from it, so I think I'll go back to that, if anything. I'm taking SSRI's for OCD, not for depression, and they really don't do a lot, which is part of the reason I haven't stuck with them in the past. Although, Prozac has seemed to give me a little bit of a mood lift in the past. I'm just tired of being sober and still feeling like a zombie... LOL!

I'm glad you appreciate my posts, Allport. It's nice to feel needed!
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Sounds very familiar to me DK, when I first quit drinking things got worse, not better! Borderline insanity is what I would have called it, I was going crazy for a drink and going crazy to not drink! I am an alcoholic so I need a solution, my solution for my alcoholism for many years was alcohol, when I was drinking I was semi okay, when I was not drinking I was angry, irratable, anxious, tired, etc........

I found a solution for my alcoholism other then alcohol in the program of AA, the solution involved a whole lot more then going to meetings though.

DK I am glad you are staying sober, I have a feeling that things might change for you if you found a program of any type and started to really work it. Get involved in things, get out of your self and work with other people.
Hey, Taz. I'm not really craving a drink, although getting high has been coming to mind lately. This really isn't uncharted territory for me, and usually I would be bouncing off the walls, and be thinking about the next thing I need to get done. The only variable that has changed is the medication that I'm on, which is why I highly suspect it is the culprit.

I would actually like to get to more meetings, but it means an hour and a half on the road and money that I don't have because I'm unemployed, which is what I was mostly referring to when I said my life was "in the shitter". That, and being stuck in this bum !@#% town, which makes it harder to fight the OCD and anxiety and go out and attempt to work. I've applied for General Assistance disability and see an independent psychologist on Thursday. I've been hitting a meeting when I have to drive into Spokane for something else, although I did drive in for an Atheist & Agnostic meeting on Sunday morning. I plan on continuing to make that meeting, because while it still focuses on making changes in thinking and behavior, it takes a Humanist perspective and is free of God talk and prayer. Finally a place where I really fit...
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I have to go to Spokane today to see a psychologist for DSHS and was gonna try to hit an AA meeting while in town. Should I announce my 30 days?
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Good going, Paul.

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The meeting time was too close to my appointment time... and the psych eval was horrible. Memory tests triggered OCD symptoms which triggered an anxiety attack and then an emotional breakdown. I almost got locked up...
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Where is the blowing your brains out emoticon???

This one really doesn't do how I feel justice...
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then you did the right thing and called another alcoholic

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