BRAND NEW NEWCOMER AGAIn!!!!!!!! - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

brown eyes · 04-02-2005, 10:09 PM

I Have Almost One Day Clean. My Last Use Was About One A.m. I'm Struggling Now Not To Go Out And Get Me A Rock. This Is My First Time Using The Internet. I Like It. My Husband Is In The Other Room Asleep, Probably Waiting For Me To Sneak Out. I Don't Think I Want Him Any More Or Is It The Drugs. Last Night I Asked Him For Money To Buy Me Drugs, He Gave It To Me. Night Before Last I Call My Self Manipulating Him And He Brought It. I Feel His Using Me To. I Recently Lost My Job, So I'm Jobless And Penniless And Feeling Alone. I Have No Friends. I Really Need This Site Right Now. Please Help Me To Help Myself.

Gooch · 04-02-2005, 11:57 PM

Welcome Brown eyes!

Hope you'll keep coming back. There is life beyond drugs.

You could find friends at an NA meeting

www.na.org there's a meeting locator at the top of the main page

namommy · 04-03-2005, 10:11 AM

Welcome to SR. You will find alot of love and support here.

I agree you should try to find some face to face meetings to go to.

Dan · 04-03-2005, 10:16 AM

Hi Brown Eyes, and welcome.
Just for Today, you don't need to use.

Cathy31 · 04-03-2005, 10:55 AM

Welcome Brown eyes
You will find a lot of love and support here - glad you are here with us.
CAthy31
x

Kahlia · 04-03-2005, 11:44 AM

Hello-Glad you have not used for one day...it is the beginning of a new day. I know you want to use and all the low self esteem issues with your husband. People who give you money to buy drugs, do not love you, they are helping you be sick. Get to an NA meeting and try to get through this day......I wish you the best and you are in my prayers........Kahlia

04-02-2005, 10:09 PM	#1 (permalink)
brown eyes Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: pontiac mi Posts: 1	BRAND NEW NEWCOMER AGAIn!!!!!!!! I Have Almost One Day Clean. My Last Use Was About One A.m. I'm Struggling Now Not To Go Out And Get Me A Rock. This Is My First Time Using The Internet. I Like It. My Husband Is In The Other Room Asleep, Probably Waiting For Me To Sneak Out. I Don't Think I Want Him Any More Or Is It The Drugs. Last Night I Asked Him For Money To Buy Me Drugs, He Gave It To Me. Night Before Last I Call My Self Manipulating Him And He Brought It. I Feel His Using Me To. I Recently Lost My Job, So I'm Jobless And Penniless And Feeling Alone. I Have No Friends. I Really Need This Site Right Now. Please Help Me To Help Myself.

04-03-2005, 10:11 AM	#3 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	Welcome to SR. You will find alot of love and support here. I agree you should try to find some face to face meetings to go to. __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

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04-02-2005, 11:57 PM	#2 (permalink)
Gooch Member Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: out there... Posts: 2,668	Welcome Brown eyes! Hope you'll keep coming back. There is life beyond drugs. You could find friends at an NA meeting www.na.org there's a meeting locator at the top of the main page

04-03-2005, 10:16 AM	#4 (permalink)
Dan Member Join Date: Apr 2004 Posts: 8,753	Hi Brown Eyes, and welcome. Just for Today, you don't need to use.

04-03-2005, 10:55 AM	#5 (permalink)
Cathy31 1 bite&all resistance crumbles Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: IRELAND Posts: 1,871	Welcome Brown eyes You will find a lot of love and support here - glad you are here with us. CAthy31 x

04-03-2005, 11:44 AM	#6 (permalink)
Kahlia goin' to sane land............ Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Some dusty road????? Posts: 456	Hello-Glad you have not used for one day...it is the beginning of a new day. I know you want to use and all the low self esteem issues with your husband. People who give you money to buy drugs, do not love you, they are helping you be sick. Get to an NA meeting and try to get through this day......I wish you the best and you are in my prayers........Kahlia

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