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nuts · 02-12-2005, 03:11 PM

Hi everyone
Well i three weeks clean today and feeling very grateful. I've been doing reading with my AA sponser every morning which is getting the day off to a great start, she reads me the daily reflections and i read her the Just for Today book. I've been getting a little resentful that i cant just be an alcoholic instead of the greedy cow that uses anything to escape the reality of the real world. My drug of choice was herion for a long time though i havent used that for over eight years now, the last drug of the moment was cannabis after i gave up drinking, it's two an a half years yesterday since i had my last drink and God i used to love my vodka!
I have some of the words from Comfortabely Numb by Pink Floyd tattooed on my back cos that was all i wanted to feel for along time Numb. Today i am glad to feel everything that life has to throw my way cos i now know i can cope with it all Good or Bad as i've got tools to deal with them instead of escape them. Good or bad all feelings pass in time and thats a comfort in its self.
Thats me for today, Have a good one everyone
Nuts

Alice Wonder · 02-12-2005, 05:26 PM

(((Nuts))) congratulations on three weeks! that is fantastic. love-alice

cj. · 02-13-2005, 04:17 AM

WAY TO GO!!

I'll bet you're feeling a little less 'nuts' today! Keep Coming Back.

Roxann · 02-13-2005, 05:44 AM

Thank you for sharing that nuts.

You're amazing. :heart:

CharacterDefect · 02-13-2005, 08:16 PM

Congrats! We shall clink together our sparkling apple cider glasses together and wish for 3 more weeks and many more after!

02-12-2005, 03:11 PM	#1 (permalink)
nuts Member Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: NELSON NZ Posts: 14	21 days clean! Hi everyone Well i three weeks clean today and feeling very grateful. I've been doing reading with my AA sponser every morning which is getting the day off to a great start, she reads me the daily reflections and i read her the Just for Today book. I've been getting a little resentful that i cant just be an alcoholic instead of the greedy cow that uses anything to escape the reality of the real world. My drug of choice was herion for a long time though i havent used that for over eight years now, the last drug of the moment was cannabis after i gave up drinking, it's two an a half years yesterday since i had my last drink and God i used to love my vodka! I have some of the words from Comfortabely Numb by Pink Floyd tattooed on my back cos that was all i wanted to feel for along time Numb. Today i am glad to feel everything that life has to throw my way cos i now know i can cope with it all Good or Bad as i've got tools to deal with them instead of escape them. Good or bad all feelings pass in time and thats a comfort in its self. Thats me for today, Have a good one everyone Nuts

02-13-2005, 05:44 AM	#4 (permalink)
Roxann Learning to love me. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: on my way Posts: 621	Thank you for sharing that nuts. You're amazing. :heart: __________________ Roxann I'm struggling!!!

02-12-2005, 05:26 PM	#2 (permalink)
Alice Wonder Member Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Los Angeles, Ca. Posts: 353	(((Nuts))) congratulations on three weeks! that is fantastic. love-alice

02-13-2005, 04:17 AM	#3 (permalink)
cj. Mending Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Atlantic Canada Posts: 300	WAY TO GO!! I'll bet you're feeling a little less 'nuts' today! Keep Coming Back.

02-13-2005, 08:16 PM	#5 (permalink)
CharacterDefect I got lots of them Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: Blah... Posts: 18	Congrats! We shall clink together our sparkling apple cider glasses together and wish for 3 more weeks and many more after!

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