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11-24-2004, 07:06 AM
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| Bunny Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: St Petersburg Fl
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| Messed up again
well guys I medded up again. I did not do what YOu advised me to do. Instead my I followed my boyfriends lead and went and bought for him and he shared with me then of course I had to have more so I went and bought for me. I felt terrible and yesterday I went to 2 meetings yesterday and got phone #s and I am going to at least 1 today. Thursday they are having a meeting marathon and food and fellowship and I plan on spending at least a few hours there. Thanks to all of you for your prayers and support bunny |
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11-24-2004, 07:09 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Charlottesville, Va
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Buny, The blessing is making it back here. Not many people have that oppurtunity when the use again. I have to say when I kept doing what I was doing, I kept getting the same results. Your doing the right thing by sticking close to the fellowship on Thursday. Keep Coming Back!!
__________________ Every day people are straying away from the church and going back to God. -Lenny Bruce |
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11-24-2004, 07:42 AM
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| Member Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: USA
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yeah buny, your still breathing, start over again. and meetings will help, thats what I did, 2 or 3 meetings a day, marathon round the clock meetings on holidays. this disease of addiction is no joke but your alive and as long as your alive you have another chance at recovery. H |
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11-24-2004, 07:54 AM
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| Still hangin` on... Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: MA
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Just thank God that you made it back. Give thanks that you have the ability to see what it right. For a lonnnng time I didnt. Pick yourself up-and move ahead. You have TODAY-- thats all any of us have. Hang in there!!!! 
__________________ "Our greastest glory consists not in ever falling, but rising everytime we fall." -Confucius |
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11-24-2004, 08:20 AM
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| New and Unsure  Join Date: May 2004 Location: phoenix az
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((((((BUNY))))))) You made it back! That is quite a miricle in itself. Dont forget that yesterday is over and it is a new day. Start this day out on the right foot. Say and little prayer and stay clean just for today because it is all you have. |
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11-24-2004, 08:22 AM
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| Bunny Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: St Petersburg Fl
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one of the real eye openers was when while smoking (crack) yesterday I was coughing up blood. So now it is not only hurting my family but it is also hurting me physically. I need to be in the rooms listening and I need to be here getting all the help that I can or I may not be here one day soon.
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11-24-2004, 08:27 AM
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| New and Unsure Join Date: May 2004 Location: phoenix az
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Buny, Keep your mood positive. You can do this. For me the hardest thing to do would be to walk back in the rooms after a relaps. It shows alot of humility. I certainly have alot of respect and love for you. |
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11-24-2004, 12:45 PM
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| doing the inside job  Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: planet happy
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Our resistance to change seem built in, and only a nuclear blast of some kind will bring about any alteration or initiate course of action. A relapse, if we survive it, may provide the charge for the demolition process. A replapse can do the job of a awakening us to the necessity for virgorous personal action. A relapse maybe the jarring experience that brings about a more rigorious application of the program. These times are often the periods of our greatest growth. Our minds and bodies seem tired of it all, yet the dynamic force of change or true conversion, deep within, may be working to give us the answers that alter our inner motivations and change our lives.
__________________ practice, practice, practice What had been the source of devastation became the seed of a new me. |
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11-24-2004, 01:12 PM
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| Bunny Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: St Petersburg Fl
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You are right I see clearly that I need to make a change and stop the suffering on all parts both my children and myself. Seeing the blood that I coughed up yesterday really awakened me that I REALLY do need to get this done FOR ME. I believe that I can do this especially with your support Bunny
__________________ 1sec, 1min, 1hour, 1day, Clean by the GRACE & LOVE of God our Loving, Forgiving Father  :bunny2 |
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11-24-2004, 03:13 PM
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| doing the inside job Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: planet happy
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courage is not without fear. I can't but we can. JUST FOR TODAY I will be unafraid. My thoughts will be on my new associations, People who are not using and who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear.
__________________ practice, practice, practice What had been the source of devastation became the seed of a new me. |
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