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Old 05-22-2004, 11:59 AM   #1 (permalink)
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didn't think I was comming back this time

heck ... I dont even know where to start ... I just know that each time I stay out there it just keeps getting harder to surrender... I had a few years clean about six years ago, and thought I could control it... a drink here a drink there... well much to my dismay, that didnt work. I just have to face the facts and realize that I am powerless over my addiction and will have to take the corrective measures to stay clean. Great website. I look forward to meeting you all.

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Old 05-22-2004, 12:03 PM   #2 (permalink)
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Old 05-22-2004, 12:04 PM   #3 (permalink)
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Old 05-22-2004, 12:17 PM   #4 (permalink)
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Welcome Matt. SR is a great place for support and friendship, I am glad you found us!!! We are all here doing the same thing you are, trying to stay sober one day at a time.
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Old 05-22-2004, 12:23 PM   #5 (permalink)
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Welcome Matt!

SR is a great place for support.

I have found, thru hard won experience, that it only gets worse. you start off where you left off after you relapse, then progress in your illness. And i hear that at every meeting i go to........ it's something i need to hear.

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. I just have to face the facts and realize that I am powerless over my addiction
---------congradulations! You have started step 1.

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Old 05-22-2004, 12:31 PM   #6 (permalink)
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I guess the hardest thing that I am doing now is waiting to go to a meeting tonight. The only one that is remotely close to me is an AA meeting, but it is a meeting. Tick, Tock, waiting for the rehab place that I called this morning to call me back, the one thing that I don't have right now is much patience at all. Running a little thin at the moment. I know that in time it will get better, but I know how I am ... I want what I want when I want it.
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Old 05-22-2004, 01:15 PM   #7 (permalink)
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... I just know that each time I stay out there it just keeps getting harder to surrender...
Welcome Matt!
Yep, progressive bugger isn't it...
Hop on and get what you need.
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Old 05-22-2004, 01:27 PM   #8 (permalink)
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hi matt
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not easy for instant gratification crazy like meself to do the "all in god's time" thing
but really now, what are my options?
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Old 05-22-2004, 01:43 PM   #9 (permalink)
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welcome to sr ! I can idenify with goin back out after some clean time.It really is a hell on earth,isint it?I am so glad you made it back ! Hang in there! I am pullin for ya! Prayers ^
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Hello Matt, Welcome to SR you will find alot of support and healing here at SR.
I live in a very small town and all we have here is AA meetings, it working for this drug addict. So get to a meeting. AA saved my life. Wishing you the best to a better you.
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hang in there matt! let us know how the meeting goes! yeah, id have to agree that this is a really friendly place.
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Matt, you found an awesome place, go to as many meetings as you can. Dont pick up and it does get better.
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8.00 here... few more hours before the meeting...really nervous about going ... but I need to do this... then tomorrow off to detox... no smoking... not going to like that... hopefully tonight I will get a good nite sleep
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Welcome! (((((( matt))))) .. let us know how the meeting went.

sorry I'm so late gettin my welcome hug posted
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