Deziraye1

For me , I don't think I didn't think I had control over the drug. I knew it had taken control of me. Nobody wants to feel like they are weak, so my mind kept denying, constantly going through the same things because my mind was so in denial my mind really started believing that until I lost everything. Than I had no choice to believe I had no control. Things started changing.

Just because we have an addiction, doesn't mean we are any different or weak from the rest. We are the stronger ones because nothing is harder than being in recovery. Love & keep our heads up, we have each other.