Help

[Maybe I can]

I'm really having problems..........I'm so depressed, I can't seem to accept life
I hate life. I'm tired of not being able to cope and messing up with drugs. I've been unemployed for 2 years. It's embarrasing, I feel so hopeless.I can't seem to sleep at night .I'm so sick and tired of it all.
I'm pissed that I was ever born.I just can't do this. Help

[best]

When I reached a point of being sick and tired of it all, I looked up and found my answers. It is well worth looking into.

[BSPGirl]

Calm down and hang on, that's all you can do. Can't you call a friend, your parents or whatever?

[bikewench]

Hey Maybe....

sick and tired of being sick and tired....


Well...
It is totally within your power to change that.


I use to live thinking that LIFE was visiting things on ME.

I know today that the condition of my life is directly related to the choices I make...
And when I continutally make choices that take the easy way out... or give into my addict... or that keep me away from the help I need to plant better ideas and thoughts in my head...
well..
I just stay right where I am.


I have to work every day at a better life.
That means taking care of the things I need to .. like washing my clothes... and my body...
buying food for myself.
paying my bills...
keeping my house in order....
and following a Higher Power... as my unsteady addictive path too easily takes me back to the yuck.


Yeah...
sometimes it feels like I'm climbing a mountain.... ;o)
But.. when I stop to take a breather... and look back at my path... I start to see the most amazing vista's of change... for the good of me and my life.

No one is going to rescue me from me but me and God.

Praying for a different choice for you Maybe.

[Wolfstarr]

Maybe,

I hear ya. All the replies here speak volumes, and all you have to do is listen. Bikewench is so wise and her response to you is priceless...
Although all may seem desperate now, things will change if you let them. Pray, work at it and meditate, feel the feelings you have, don't repress them. You will get out of this and life will be open and receiving to you.
You were born because you are part of Creation. You are here because you ARE.

Bike said a mouthful when everyday things that need to be done are done...it's an accomplishment and we need to pat ourselves for taking care of ourselves. The little things mean huge strides in our self esteem and self love.

You are worth every single atom you are made up of. You are energy, love, light and life. It's your choice...hang on, look up like best said and know you are here for a reason.
Praying for you--
Wolf