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04-20-2006, 02:47 AM
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| Member  Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Salisbury Wiltshire
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hey girl? where are you hun, ive missed you! sometimes i feel so alone and when you told me about those thoughts you were having it made me smile because I get them too... Are we the only ones who feel so angry we could kill? so sad we could cry an ocean of tears and drown? Are we the only ones who feel lost? angry and spiteful? Are we the only ones who want to crawl into a hole and never come out agin? Are we the only ones who want to isolate despite the fact we are people people? Are we the only ones who want to fight back , kick and scream and cause havoc? are we the only ones who want to destroy themselves with cigarettes and alcohol? Are we the only ones who cant cope? Are we the only ones? Are we the only ones who can be in a room full of people and feel so incredibly lonely? are we the only ones who are not denying thier dark side? Are we the ones who hate everyone but atthe same time love them ? oh well ........ life plods on....... just wondered how you were and if you have managed to get a computer sorted yet? keep posting keep trying t be a part of..... just keep plodding on...what other choice is there? love purrdyxxx |
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04-26-2006, 01:53 AM
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Rose I am here still...I see so much of my stuff in other people and I am able to love them, but cannot love myself....so you see when you see others suffering and it touches you , its because you see something of yourself....am i talking crap here? well i know what i mean...what im trying to say is by loving you I am starting to love and accept myself....you see this is how it all works because at the end of the day we are so connected....you are NEVER alone ever...although it seems ike it..... read this digest it and anwer me...... I love you....good and so called bad...there is no bad, jsut stuff we need to accept about ourselves...thats all...shine that light in there and really honestly truthfully there is nothing that can hurt us......... you are me and i am you...same with all the other folks in the world.... if you see some good in others its because you have it in you...simple!!! if you see something bad in others its because its in you....get it? so for me right now its easier for me to love oithers than love myself directly by the power of pure intent it merges...good and bad, we just need to embrace it thats all when i send out love to you despite what you think of yourself Rose im loving me too..... I LOVE YOU.....thats it...... |
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04-26-2006, 09:29 AM
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Thanks Purrdy. You know what. I guess we are the only ones. No one else reponded. Ha. Well, lets me nuts together and lets get well together. But everything you said is right on the money, honey. I'm always so bitter. I keep thinking the world owes me something. But I know. Accept everything and expect nothing. I can't help it. It is hard. You and Ang make me feel not so along. Hey, I didn't drink last night. Yahoo. |
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04-26-2006, 09:35 AM
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Hey Rose - I've been thinking of you. I was about to PM you and found this thread. I'm glad you're here and you sound like you're really doing a great job! Love, doll (purddy - don't say anything about my avatar.....close your eyes if your skerd)
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04-26-2006, 09:50 AM
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im skeeeeerd...that doll keeps winking at me...and i dont like it...... Rose you are never alone girl!...we are mad together...just trust ok just trust in the process...itll work out..... im learning to ahve faith...not in AA not in others but in me...to do that i am having to learn to trust others you lot always help me to see the good and bad in me it makes me feel whole again..... |
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04-29-2006, 01:37 AM
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| You're never alone!!  Join Date: May 2003 Location: Wisconsin
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Hey Purrdy, dolls, and Rose,, I am soooo glad you are all here!! I just wanted to say that..  Thanks for being here.. Prayers to you,, Becky
__________________  ™Don't tell God how BIG your addiction is, tell your addiction, how BIG our GOD is!! Jesus is our teacher and he is our Savior, who takes our prayers and makes them his own.  |
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