someone...please HELP ME

[OnceNice]

Purrdy, I'll bring a shovel if needed. Ha ha. We are so bad.

Take care dear. I want to get a computer at home sooooooo bad.

[Purrdy]

go and buy one!!!!....charge it...oh god there i go speniding other peoples money!...tee hee....

thanks for what you said Rose...i dont mind being ...'bad'....in fact i think most people have BAD within them its just that they done have the honestly to own oup to it.....i think peopl fight with bad all the time....

Maybe i really am sicker than i first anticipated?....LOL......well at least im honest eh.....

love to you my freind...love purrdyxxx

[OnceNice]

You are not sick or bad. I've decided we are the normal ones, You know why. Cause we care and we are trying. Its those sick bas turds that are off their rockers. They have no feeling at all.
You know I've been told by my entire family that I"m too sensitive. Well maybe I am.
I might have stinking thoughs (sometimes pretty bad I'm and OCD'er too) but I don't act out. So far (that is where the eerie music plays. right after I say so far... ha ha)

Screw buying shovels for them LET'S GET SOMETHING FOR OURSELVES. LETS BE SELFISH FOR ONCE.

[Purrdy]

Originally Posted by OnceNice

You are not sick or bad. I've decided we are the normal ones, You know why. Cause we care and we are trying. Its those sick bas turds that are off their rockers. They have no feeling at all.
You know I've been told by my entire family that I"m too sensitive. Well maybe I am.
I might have stinking thoughs (sometimes pretty bad I'm and OCD'er too) but I don't act out. So far (that is where the eerie music plays. right after I say so far... ha ha)

Screw buying shovels for them LET'S GET SOMETHING FOR OURSELVES. LETS BE SELFISH FOR ONCE.

you know what i think looking after number one is right...bugger everyone else...at the endof the day if we dont look after us then who will?......we need to nurture ourselves in order to bring about a healthy feeling around our emotions...ive been so sick of people telling me what to do in AA...now i feel out on a limb...hubby is worried...he thinks i might drink again...the thing is I KNOW im an alkie...i know what it does and i dont want it....i really dont...so where else do i go to shout about how i feel? in AA they labeld it as the person who is 'prone to meloncholy or depression ' or some stupid thing...but like you ROSE I have depression to deal with too...so i am being selfish and saying sod AA i need to get well and if that means taking care of just me then so be it....like you i have the crappy thohgts but i dont act on them...most people who do wrong get thier comeuppance...it may take a bit of time but it bites them on the ass eventually....i have seen that.....

anyway im glad to be able to vent this crap out...im ok your ok and the majority of others in here are ok too...we just have to keep plodding along.....

love purddyxxx