swinging

i dont want to look like im whining aout my insecurities,
but i feel that my emotions are really unattached, if anything tiny little thing goes wrong, i get depressed for xxxxx, until something slighly happy comes along, today i have been through this several times. ive cried, felt really drowsy, then 1/2 hour later like i've drank a gallon of redbull- im so ******* confused. and really embarrassed to even be posting this message, *cringe*

im probably just normal- but over analytical.....should i just carry on with mylife with people on guard 24/7?

Hello yeahyeahyeahs,

You can't deal with the depression until you deal with the alcohol.

Hugs,
MG

Nevermind

So, What is it that is depressing you??? Maybe it will help if you talk about it.

Hugs,
MG

[Madeline]

Hey there,

Alcohol is a depressant, so the more you drink it the
more depressed your system becomes. I just feel
for you so like your other post said, deal with the
alcohol first and then you can always get meds
to help you thru the depression. I am diagnosed
clinical depression which will never go away. The meds
help me. I know the feeling and its terrible. I to
have to deal with a painkiller dependency I have
and scaird.

[dragonman41]

I to had this problem I know were you comming from there is hope ! I've worked a program for 11 yrs and it helped then I got hooked on pain killers and drinking again . I'm clean now and it is working better than before. work the 12 steps it really works
good luck