manic still and wondering when the crash is coming

[mistee]

Mistee here and i am still in manic phase and wondering when the bottom is going to drop out on me.. i am able to sleep but not on a normal schedule ..

and then i know the bottom is going to fall out on me and i am getting nervous about it back in july when i was in depression it lasted the whole month i did weird behaviors of self harm to myself found my self pulling away from myself that disconnecting thing then all i want to do is sleep too cant be a productive member of society in bed u know so i have been trying to stay in close contact with my therapist and others who i have in support too that is all i can do...........

[Ann]

Hi Mistee

I have been reading your posts, and although this is not something I am familiar with at all, I just want to say I care and that I hope you will keep talking to your therapist on a regular basis.

If you are concerned for your safety, I am surprised they won't let you check yourself in to a hospital for some care, or to check your medication and see if something else would work better.

I think you are showing tremendous courage by reaching out here and sharing and I hope you will continue to keep us posted.

You are in my prayers. Good luck and God Bless.