have you ever hit the wall?

[innamorata]

I think I've hit the wall.

I can no longer ignore the things in my life that are so bad. I can no longer ignore the depression or my life. Sometimes you run up against things and it just....you can't hide any more. You can't live in denial any longer.

There has to be some life changes or there will be no life for me to change.

I am so depressed tonight....

I'm sorry I can't go into specifics right now. I wish I could. I wish I felt comfortable enough to let it all out. It's like a cancer inside and it is killing me......

I am just so, so depressed.....

[junem]

Sounds like you need to reach out and get some help. It is time to take the bull by the horns and empower yourself by taking the risk and letting some of that stuff bottled up inside you out before things get way out of hand my friend. Please feel free to vent here. It does help and you should really consider talking to a health care professional too. Do these things for yourself so that you can start to bring back some quality into your life. You deserve better than what you are feeling. No one deserves to be in the kind of pain I detect that you are experiencing. I will say a prayer for you but it is time for you to help yourself now. Take the important first steps towards making things better.

[innamorata]

I can't go talk to anyone or get meds. My life is such that I can't.

There are articles on here that tell people not to reveal too much or it will "trigger" others...I don't want to trigger anyone, I know the feeling....but I don't know what I can say or can't say....and the fear in me keeps me from saying anything anyway...

Why is that? This is anonymous, right, and no one knows who I am...so why can't I talk about things...

I'm so scared and depressed....I don't know what to do....