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KcCrystal · 11-11-2004, 10:10 AM

My Self esteem is at an all time low.. I used myself in an awfull degradeing manner.. ANd I don't know why.. I just don't understand my thinking anymore. What would it prove to do something like that.. I wanted love & friendship, but my god what is wrong with me by doing what I did.. I'm not like that, I never wanted to use my body in that manner.. What possesed me to do it the other day. God I'll never understand why my mind works the way it does.. I keep loseing friends over my bad judgement..

MootPoint · 11-11-2004, 10:37 AM

Hey KC

Re your self esteem.... maybe you could stop this behavior and move on from there. I didn't have a shred of self esteem until I stopped drinking and drugging. But just the fact of stopping these behaviors helped my self esteem..

As for not knowing why you did it, are you in therapy? It does help, yaknow.

11-11-2004, 10:10 AM	#1 (permalink)
KcCrystal "Tonight I Wanna Cry" Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: Kansas City Posts: 268	Self Esteem My Self esteem is at an all time low.. I used myself in an awfull degradeing manner.. ANd I don't know why.. I just don't understand my thinking anymore. What would it prove to do something like that.. I wanted love & friendship, but my god what is wrong with me by doing what I did.. I'm not like that, I never wanted to use my body in that manner.. What possesed me to do it the other day. God I'll never understand why my mind works the way it does.. I keep loseing friends over my bad judgement.. __________________ Tickets to see Keith Urban: $35 T-shirt: $25 Seeing him up close: PRICELESS!!

11-11-2004, 10:37 AM	#2 (permalink)
MootPoint we're all mad here! Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: a padded room with bars Posts: 1,683	Hey KC Re your self esteem.... maybe you could stop this behavior and move on from there. I didn't have a shred of self esteem until I stopped drinking and drugging. But just the fact of stopping these behaviors helped my self esteem.. As for not knowing why you did it, are you in therapy? It does help, yaknow. __________________ The duke had a mind that ticked like a clock and, like a clock, it regularly went cuckoo. ---------Terry Pratchett

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