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| we're all mad here! Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: a padded room with bars
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| Having a paranoid moment
Dunno how much of it is real, how much of it is anxiety-driven... probably most is simple anxiety. My doc can't give me more meds cuz I don't have prescription coverage. So, I'll have to wait it out. Sigh.
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| OH SH!T Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: RICHMOND,VIRGINIA-
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| (((((MOOT))))) WE NEED MAJOR OVERHAUL IN THIS COUNTRY,STARTING WITH THE BIGGEST CROOKS,DRUG COMPANIES,HEALTH INSURERS,DON'T GET ME STARTED..... MY OPINION...... :cursebunn .....ted
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LOL Ted, you won't get any argument from me! That's one of my biggest gripes :cursebunn: Dig your cartoon Ted btw
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ty (((((((( Splendra )))))))) It'll pass..... I'm just venting. LOL Deg..... how bout a ticket and citizenship?
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Marriage????? LOLOL Not for this girl!!!!! I'm a confirmed bachelorette!
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((((( Ted )))))) I'm feeling better today.... back to my normal
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just because you need a med, doesn't mean you're going to get one, LOL I can relate, Live.... I wish I still lived in Canada (lived there till I was 7) Quote:
Kellie..... me either:
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hey moot, i can really relate. for me, it is not just an average paranoia. its a mental thing. and im going to assume its the same for you. a lot of it stems from past meth use and ptsd and trama crap. i can understand about the med situation. im due for a visit on oct 18th ... and have been needing to get in WAY frickin before then but couldnt because of insurance. i did get one visit though and some meds. the visit wasnt covered though blah. i have found that with the help of my psychologist i can sort of take the paranoia and put it in its place. i dont want to go into particulars, but there is one ongoing issue at home that has caused me a lot of grief. paranoia can seem so real at times. i finally just try to recognize the thoughts, and even if i believe them, just keep assuring myself that things will be okay dokay and that i am just thinking irrationaly. which is NOT a bad thing! i cant help it! thinking its bad makes me not want help, the stigma attached was just too much. so, accepting that i will have some looney thoughts is just going to have to do. i hope, haha. keep rockin.
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I have alot of stuff that is deserving of worry :shocked: , both my psychiatrist and therapist agree. What they are trying to do is damage control. Reduce the level of anxiety to something I can handle. So I can relate with what's going on at home. I'm going to my therapist Wednesday.... I know it will be pure damage control, but if that's what it takes, so be it.
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Any life situation can be handled with honor really. If we know that our support is there for us, we can get through anything. Love ya Moot. | |
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moot, i hope all goes well for you! i like to think im doing the best i can for me instead of damage control. the progress ive seen in me has been a slow frickin process. i realized i didnt even realize i was paranoid or dissociating for a very long time. so technically im like a construction zone permanantly, haha. sometimes i like to think "damage control" and sometimes im too in the pit to feel comfortable thinking anything other than "im doing the best i can". and then sometimes the stigma hits me hard when i see my mom concerned about me ... she strongly urges me to get help and tries to keep me focused on that im not crazy i just require meds and lots of help, haha. still fighting off that stigma. i forgot where i was going with this. but keep rocking moot!
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