Freak follow up

[liveweyerd]

Those damned dream monsters are actually my unconcsious bringing to light a process of healing. Painful at the time, like surgery, but a part of healing.
Sometimes I am a little slow. But the one last night finally got through to me.
I finally understood the symbolisms and what they were about. I have reached a different stage of healing (tho' never finished). I have entered into the beginnings of the world of acceptance. I am going to cry a lot today, but they are tears of healing. They are going to hurt. But I am healing.

Thanks for being here for me when the knife went in.

Today I was stupid enough to wander into another trauma issue. Pray for me that that one waits awhile yet. I am not into overload. I knew better than to go there but I couldn't stay away because I saw someone headed for a world of hurt.

Yes, please pray, send warm vibes, thoughts of compassion WHATEVER my way that I may get some rest.
I am tired and need a break.

Thank you, I know you will and I know it will help.

God love us all!

Paulie, I know I said I needed to do some footwork, but today I am putting myself in the hospital bed. I will brush my teeth :bparty3
that's a smile and me sending myself balloons in the hospital.

[2Sunshine]

That is so wonderful, I am very happy for you. Don't fear overload---God said that he would not put more on us than we can bear, so you know you limits and now you have elected to stop overloading yourself.

Healing is such a wonderful gift, tears is a way to flush out all the ill stuff as I have written and expressed before, especially in the post I did on Joy.....my DOC. I welcome tears because I know the truth about them.....they bring a refreshing and a healing like nothing else. SOrt of like watering a garden....

Giving yourself gifts is a wonderful expression of healing and recovery...you are so on your way....all things are always revealed in time.

Rest.....restore your strength, clarity continues to come when we are well rested.

Can I let you in on a secret?...........the healing and recovery process does end....then one can declare that I am healed or I have recovered. If I can make it there, so can you and everyone else.....there is a land called the "past". One road ends and another one begins. IT does not have to have a continuation or a connection. Chapters in stories do end. And a new one begins.

What a wonderful new chapter for you, healing and acceptance. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am soooooooooooo joyful and happy for you....smiling all the way to the enter botton. I know there will be more to come. Cause once you start, it just has no end, it gets better and better, no matter what. We just have to stop allowing the traumas and dramas stop us.

Ok.. that's my 2 cents, thanks for allowing me to share with you, take care and be blessed!!!!!!!!!

[MootPoint]

Sending you LOTS of warm vibes. And hoping that you get plenty of rest!

[shutterbug]

Sorry I wasn't able to respond in your first thread. I have been away from the computer and have been staying home and doing lots of resting of my own. Glad you got your teeth brushed, I have yet to get to that and don't really care about it much right now. Sleep, sleep, more sleep and laying on the couch watching mind-numbing television is about all I've been able to do. Forcing myself out of the house today was and still is difficult I need to go back home and lay back down soon. But I'm glad you are taking care of yourself and hope to post more when I am feeling better too.

Lots of hugs, prayers and good vibes flowing your way.

Jenna