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skid650 · 11-05-2009, 08:18 AM

i make the same interpersonal mistakes over and over.
and suffer the same emotional pain.

waiting for tomorrow to work with EAP counselor. this time, i don't care what happens . . . i'm sticking with whoever we can find who takes my insurance.

i am done.

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Zencat · 11-05-2009, 05:58 PM

I hope things get better for you.

skid650 · 11-06-2009, 09:35 PM

thanks, zencat.

saw a counselor today and things are looking better.

barb dwyer · 11-06-2009, 09:45 PM

um... what's EAP?

yor5150 · 11-07-2009, 07:48 AM

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Originally Posted by barb dwyer

um... what's EAP?

Hi Barb, it means Employee Assistance Program.

The issues for which EAPs provide support vary, but examples include

* substance abuse
* safe working environment
* emotional distress
* major life events, including births, accidents and deaths
* health care concerns
* financial or legal concerns
* family/personal relationship issues
* work relationship issues
* concerns about aging parents

yor5150 · 11-07-2009, 07:50 AM

I can identify... I hope you find some relief and are able to change so that you no longer make the same mistakes... Best of luck...

crzylilmndfreak · 11-07-2009, 09:46 AM

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Originally Posted by skid650

i make the same interpersonal mistakes over and over.
and suffer the same emotional pain.

waiting for tomorrow to work with EAP counselor. this time, i don't care what happens . . . i'm sticking with whoever we can find who takes my insurance.

i am done.

:

Im so sorry you feel this way, believe me, i can totally relate

Threshold · 11-07-2009, 12:00 PM

writing in a journal really helps me, I get my issues out and can see them, start to make connections and see my own patterns, then I can make choices,. once I have some idea where the issues are

HappyPinkDog · 11-07-2009, 02:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Threshold

writing in a journal really helps me

Just the same...

crzylilmndfreak · 11-10-2009, 10:56 AM

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*****i make the same interpersonal mistakes over and over.
and suffer the same emotional pain************

its called "insanity" doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. seems us addicts are all in the same boat on that one

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skid650 Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: VA Beach, VA Posts: 36	i hate myself . . . again. i make the same interpersonal mistakes over and over. and suffer the same emotional pain. waiting for tomorrow to work with EAP counselor. this time, i don't care what happens . . . i'm sticking with whoever we can find who takes my insurance. i am done.::

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Zencat ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: Ventura Co. California USA Posts: 5,980 Blog Entries: 9	I hope things get better for you. __________________ My ❀ Name ☯ Is ❤ Will G ☞ 禅 “The easiest thing to be in the world is you. The most difficult thing to be is what other people want you to be. Don't let them put you in that position.”― Leo Buscaglia

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barb dwyer same planet...different world Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: butte mt Posts: 10,933 Blog Entries: 7	um... what's EAP? __________________ Knowledge is knowing that tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in fruit salad.

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11-06-2009, 09:35 PM	#3 (permalink)
skid650 Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: VA Beach, VA Posts: 36	thanks, zencat. saw a counselor today and things are looking better.

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yor5150 Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Bay Area - Northern California Posts: 64	I can identify... I hope you find some relief and are able to change so that you no longer make the same mistakes... Best of luck...

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Threshold Grateful but still smarting Join Date: May 2009 Location: Arizona Posts: 932 Blog Entries: 8	writing in a journal really helps me, I get my issues out and can see them, start to make connections and see my own patterns, then I can make choices,. once I have some idea where the issues are

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crzylilmndfreak Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Posts: 320	[-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ***i make the same interpersonal mistakes over and over. and suffer the same emotional pain********** its called "insanity" doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. seems us addicts are all in the same boat on that one

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