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suki44883 · 05-12-2009, 10:12 AM

I've had it! No more! She OD'd again. This is the 5th or 6th time in the past year. She cannot come back here when she's released from the hospital. She's almost 20 years old. I can't do this anymore. Why I haven't gotten sh*tface drunk I do not know.

***Freedom1990*** · 05-12-2009, 10:16 AM

I am so sorry, Suki! :ghug :ghug

I know I had to finally accept there are things I simply can't deal with and still have a program of recovery for myself.

The day I kicked my AD to the curb was the beginning of no more chaos in my home!

adore79 · 05-12-2009, 10:17 AM

im glad you didnt pick up

suki44883 · 05-12-2009, 10:20 AM

She's not an addict. She's never had a drink nor taken any drugs except as prescribed. Well, except for the multiple times she's tried to kill herself. She has mental health issues and I can't get any help here in this wonderful state of Texas!!

suki44883 · 05-12-2009, 10:26 AM

And just now, I get a call from my boss saying that HR told him that I left work without letting them know. I SENT AN EMAIL TO HR!!! They've been wanting to fire my ass for a while now because I've missed so much work over my daughter. This could be their golden opportunity. Yea them!

adore79 · 05-12-2009, 11:15 AM

so i take it she never went to that hospital upstate?

suki44883 · 05-12-2009, 11:18 AM

The State Hospital? No...it's very difficult to get someone committed to the State Hospital. I'm going to do everything in my power to have that done this time. But regardless, if the court does send her there, or if they don't...she cannot live here anymore.

suki44883 · 05-12-2009, 11:19 AM

Well, just found out my job is safe for another day. They found my email. whoo

05-12-2009, 10:12 AM	#1 (permalink)
suki44883 Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Somewhere Out There Posts: 9,079	This Is It!! I've had it! No more! She OD'd again. This is the 5th or 6th time in the past year. She cannot come back here when she's released from the hospital. She's almost 20 years old. I can't do this anymore. Why I haven't gotten sh*tface drunk I do not know. __________________ We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words. - Anna Sewell - So oftentimes it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key. - The Eagles

05-12-2009, 10:16 AM	#2 (permalink)
*Freedom1990* Wesley Employee Extraordinaire Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Kansas Posts: 9,339	I am so sorry, Suki! :ghug :ghug I know I had to finally accept there are things I simply can't deal with and still have a program of recovery for myself. The day I kicked my AD to the curb was the beginning of no more chaos in my home! __________________ DeVon & the Zoo Crew ‎Worry is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all other thoughts are drained. ~Arthur Somers Roche

05-12-2009, 10:20 AM	#4 (permalink)
suki44883 Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Somewhere Out There Posts: 9,079	She's not an addict. She's never had a drink nor taken any drugs except as prescribed. Well, except for the multiple times she's tried to kill herself. She has mental health issues and I can't get any help here in this wonderful state of Texas!! __________________ We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words. - Anna Sewell - So oftentimes it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key. - The Eagles

05-12-2009, 10:26 AM	#5 (permalink)
suki44883 Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Somewhere Out There Posts: 9,079	And just now, I get a call from my boss saying that HR told him that I left work without letting them know. I SENT AN EMAIL TO HR!!! They've been wanting to fire my ass for a while now because I've missed so much work over my daughter. This could be their golden opportunity. Yea them! __________________ We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words. - Anna Sewell - So oftentimes it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key. - The Eagles

05-12-2009, 11:18 AM	#7 (permalink)
suki44883 Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Somewhere Out There Posts: 9,079	The State Hospital? No...it's very difficult to get someone committed to the State Hospital. I'm going to do everything in my power to have that done this time. But regardless, if the court does send her there, or if they don't...she cannot live here anymore. __________________ We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words. - Anna Sewell - So oftentimes it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key. - The Eagles

05-12-2009, 10:17 AM	#3 (permalink)
adore79 Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: WA, USA Posts: 2,573 Blog Entries: 45	im glad you didnt pick up

05-12-2009, 11:15 AM	#6 (permalink)
adore79 Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: WA, USA Posts: 2,573 Blog Entries: 45	so i take it she never went to that hospital upstate?

05-12-2009, 11:19 AM	#8 (permalink)
suki44883 Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Somewhere Out There Posts: 9,079	Well, just found out my job is safe for another day. They found my email. whoo __________________ We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words. - Anna Sewell - So oftentimes it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key. - The Eagles

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