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Paulos · 04-28-2008, 09:59 PM

I should have posted it here in the first place, here's my update all.

I'm back on the mattress stage in my mother's room to rest/sleep on. Is that matress or Mattress ... man lately I have not been able to remember anything or understand anything technical. You all may remember me back in March when I went through my Lamictal medication withdrawal, well then I went back on it around April 1st then I was put on Risperdal which was another mistake... now I'm going off Risperdal and having some trouble with security, crying,etc ... it's amazing that I haven't drank through this tough time... my mom said I'm eating myself alive with my paranoias and my ocds but what am I supposed to do about it...? I feel terrible, that's why I'm back in my mother's bedroom on the mattress on the floor. I've become a pitiful little worm. Sigh.

***ANGELINA243*** · 04-28-2008, 10:12 PM

Hang in there, Paulos! You have a good support team here at SR!

sobergirl77 · 04-28-2008, 10:20 PM

Hope you feel better soon Paulos!

P.S. I sent you a PM... please read it!

TiredMama · 04-29-2008, 10:58 AM

Hello Paulos! Hang in there friend. How are you doing today?

Paulos · 04-29-2008, 05:36 PM

Nice kitty pictures all... I'm trying to survive, a bit ocd and worried about myself... a bit dizzy right now from being upped in my Lamictal medication back to 125mg.

historyteach · 04-29-2008, 06:41 PM

(((Paulos)))

What does the doctor say about all of this?

Shalom!

StayinAlive · 04-29-2008, 09:36 PM

Hey Paulos!!!!, get a chance to to research any of that self talk stuff i was telling you about? It really helps.

This book made a difference for me
Amazon.ca: What to Say When You Talk to Your Self: Shad Helmstetter: Books

barb dwyer · 04-29-2008, 10:00 PM

{{{Paulos******

BUTTERFLY-7 · 04-29-2008, 10:27 PM

Paulos hang in
there Buddy I know
It sucks But you could do it
Look how far you Made it just
a little Bit more I'm cheering
for you.

04-28-2008, 09:59 PM	#1 (permalink)
Paulos Member Bat & Mouse 2 Champion! Classic Frogger Champion! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: USA Posts: 1,013 Blog Entries: 4	posted this in another forum, postin it here now. I should have posted it here in the first place, here's my update all. I'm back on the mattress stage in my mother's room to rest/sleep on. Is that matress or Mattress ... man lately I have not been able to remember anything or understand anything technical. You all may remember me back in March when I went through my Lamictal medication withdrawal, well then I went back on it around April 1st then I was put on Risperdal which was another mistake... now I'm going off Risperdal and having some trouble with security, crying,etc ... it's amazing that I haven't drank through this tough time... my mom said I'm eating myself alive with my paranoias and my ocds but what am I supposed to do about it...? I feel terrible, that's why I'm back in my mother's bedroom on the mattress on the floor. I've become a pitiful little worm. Sigh. __________________ "Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh, and I will cry. Happiness I can not feel, and love to me is so unreal." Loony from Rings of Power

04-28-2008, 10:12 PM	#2 (permalink)
*ANGELINA243* We Do Recover Boomerang Mayhem Champion! Car Champion! Connect 4 Champion! Shoot The Mail Champion! Top Banana Champion! X-Training Champion! Mini Putt 2 Champion! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Texas Posts: 2,443 Blog Entries: 19	Hang in there, Paulos! You have a good support team here at SR! __________________

04-28-2008, 10:20 PM	#3 (permalink)
sobergirl77 Finally Sober Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 381	Hope you feel better soon Paulos! P.S. I sent you a PM... please read it! __________________ I took my last drink at 9pm CST on May 24th, 2011.

04-29-2008, 10:58 AM	#4 (permalink)
TiredMama Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Birmingham, AL Posts: 536	Hello Paulos! Hang in there friend. How are you doing today? __________________

04-29-2008, 05:36 PM	#5 (permalink)
Paulos Member Bat & Mouse 2 Champion! Classic Frogger Champion! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: USA Posts: 1,013 Blog Entries: 4	Nice kitty pictures all... I'm trying to survive, a bit ocd and worried about myself... a bit dizzy right now from being upped in my Lamictal medication back to 125mg. __________________ "Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh, and I will cry. Happiness I can not feel, and love to me is so unreal." Loony from Rings of Power

04-29-2008, 06:41 PM	#6 (permalink)
historyteach To Life! Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Rhode Island Posts: 9,303	(((Paulos))) What does the doctor say about all of this? Shalom! __________________ IMAGINE

04-29-2008, 09:36 PM	#7 (permalink)
StayinAlive Crazy Cat Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Left Coast Posts: 455	Hey Paulos!!!!, get a chance to to research any of that self talk stuff i was telling you about? It really helps. This book made a difference for me Amazon.ca: What to Say When You Talk to Your Self: Shad Helmstetter: Books __________________ never stop growing

04-29-2008, 10:00 PM	#8 (permalink)
barb dwyer same planet...different world Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: butte mt Posts: 10,933 Blog Entries: 7	{{{Paulos****** __________________ Knowledge is knowing that tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in fruit salad.

04-29-2008, 10:27 PM	#9 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 FreeSpirit Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Inside My Spirit Posts: 1,275 Blog Entries: 2	Paulos hang in there Buddy I know It sucks But you could do it Look how far you Made it just a little Bit more I'm cheering for you.

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