posted this in another forum, postin it here now.

[Paulos]

I should have posted it here in the first place, here's my update all.

I'm back on the mattress stage in my mother's room to rest/sleep on. Is that matress or Mattress ... man lately I have not been able to remember anything or understand anything technical. You all may remember me back in March when I went through my Lamictal medication withdrawal, well then I went back on it around April 1st then I was put on Risperdal which was another mistake... now I'm going off Risperdal and having some trouble with security, crying,etc ... it's amazing that I haven't drank through this tough time... my mom said I'm eating myself alive with my paranoias and my ocds but what am I supposed to do about it...? I feel terrible, that's why I'm back in my mother's bedroom on the mattress on the floor. I've become a pitiful little worm. Sigh.

[ANGELINA243]

Hang in there, Paulos! You have a good support team here at SR!

[sobergirl77]

Hope you feel better soon Paulos!

P.S. I sent you a PM... please read it!

[TiredMama]

Hello Paulos! Hang in there friend. How are you doing today?

[Paulos]

Nice kitty pictures all... I'm trying to survive, a bit ocd and worried about myself... a bit dizzy right now from being upped in my Lamictal medication back to 125mg.

[historyteach]

(((Paulos)))

What does the doctor say about all of this?

Shalom!

[StayinAlive]

Hey Paulos!!!!, get a chance to to research any of that self talk stuff i was telling you about? It really helps.

This book made a difference for me
Amazon.ca: What to Say When You Talk to Your Self: Shad Helmstetter: Books

[barb dwyer]

{{{Paulos******

[BUTTERFLY-7]

Paulos hang in
there Buddy I know
It sucks But you could do it
Look how far you Made it just
a little Bit more I'm cheering
for you.