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shutterbug · 08-14-2007, 12:14 AM

I've rarely made such requests in my life, but if any of you pray and/or know of any prayer groups or lists....please add me among those prayers.

In addition to struggling the depression and fatigue again...

1. i've thrown out my back so bad i'm missing work and can't afford to go to the doctor,
2. my 100% coverage for my insuance hasn't kicked in b/c my therapist can't seem to do her part to turn in all the money i've dished out to her this year so far to show i've met the necesary deductable,
3. i have a dying tooth that is spreading infection into my neck and even tho i've had $3,000 pulled out of my wages for dentist work...it does me no good as i have to front the money out of pocket and then get re-embursed
4. i'm struggling against a new development of a gambling addiction in my life that is causing my life major problems....as i would be struggling financially right now even if it weren't for the gambling.
5. i'm more lonely than i've ever been in my life before
6. another mental hospital stay remains an open possibility
7. I firmly believe that if i'm unable to stop smoking before year's end...that if i don't die from an asthma attack and the onsetting emphazima in the next 5-10 years, then i will be one of the youngest persons most people have ever seen to be lugging around an oxygen tank to keep them alive...I'm only 31 and my lungs are so bad that i panic anytime i realize i've left my inhalor behind or can't find it....as i use it about 20 times a day (18 times more than the prescribed dosage).

Prayers....i need lots and lots of them....as i can't handle even one of these things on my own right now.

love, thanks, and God bless,
Jenna

splendra · 08-14-2007, 12:41 AM

((((Jenna))))

Babe I am so sorry to read that you are having such a bad time. You have always been in my prayers since I have known you but, I will turn up the juice on them.

We need better health care in this country nobody should have to worry about how to pay for their health care it just ain't right.

shutterbug · 08-14-2007, 01:04 AM

((((Splendra)))) thank you.
I miss seeing you around...where are you hanging out these days?

stone · 08-14-2007, 01:15 AM

((((Jenna))))

hippyhippy · 08-14-2007, 01:17 AM

I know I don't know you well, but my heart is with you hun. You sound like you are having an horrific time.

You are in my thoughts, prayers and I am sending good vibes your way.

Hippy
xx

Live · 08-14-2007, 01:55 AM

Sending you my love and best wishes for recovery...one day, one step, one hour, one minute at a time ((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))

historyteach · 08-14-2007, 03:04 AM

(((Jenna)))

Prayers for a complete refuah shleyma....renewal of body and spirit.

I'm sorry you are dealing with all of this. Take things one step at a time.
We're here for you...

Shalom!

indigo · 08-14-2007, 06:48 AM

I'm sending you my most positive thoughts to the Universe to shed some light into your life at this painful time

indigo

QU31 · 08-14-2007, 07:08 AM

Jenna,

I will pray for you and I'm sure you will have plenty of others praying for you too. You are always there for other people on this site. It makes me sad that you're going through such a hard time. Remember, this too shall pass....

KatieRose · 08-14-2007, 07:57 AM

Jenna,

You know i will.

shutterbug · 08-14-2007, 09:30 AM

Bless each of you for your prayers, thoughts, warm vibes, wishes and love. You guys and this site means so much to me that i can't even express....my sancuary.

I believe it to be all your prayers and such that have my back feeling much better today. It is still very painful, but not unbarable like yesterday. Today, i will go to work and i owe that to each of you for caring so much about me and taking time to add me to your prayers and thoughts.

i love you all so much. thank you from the bottom of my heart...and my back thanks you too.

hugs,
Jenna

parentrecovers · 08-14-2007, 09:32 AM

prayers, k

indigo · 08-14-2007, 10:23 AM

continuing..

***Anna*** · 08-14-2007, 10:37 AM

Jenna, lots of prayers coming your way!

I am glad that you're feeling a bit better.

PaperDolls · 08-14-2007, 10:45 AM

Jenna,

I'm sending good thoughts your way.

It will get better.

hugs
PD

Live · 08-14-2007, 07:59 PM

Go easy on my friend, k?

splendra · 08-14-2007, 09:21 PM

(((Jenna))))

I am glad you are feeling better. I have been on I did have some time when I did not have an internet connection. The "internet fairy" came and got me reconnected.

God is so good ya know

KatieRose · 08-31-2007, 07:04 PM

Still praying for you.

08-14-2007, 12:14 AM	#1 (permalink)
shutterbug A picture's worth a 1000 words Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: With any luck, I'm lost in a view finder Posts: 2,947 Blog Entries: 5	Please pray for me I've rarely made such requests in my life, but if any of you pray and/or know of any prayer groups or lists....please add me among those prayers. In addition to struggling the depression and fatigue again... 1. i've thrown out my back so bad i'm missing work and can't afford to go to the doctor, 2. my 100% coverage for my insuance hasn't kicked in b/c my therapist can't seem to do her part to turn in all the money i've dished out to her this year so far to show i've met the necesary deductable, 3. i have a dying tooth that is spreading infection into my neck and even tho i've had $3,000 pulled out of my wages for dentist work...it does me no good as i have to front the money out of pocket and then get re-embursed 4. i'm struggling against a new development of a gambling addiction in my life that is causing my life major problems....as i would be struggling financially right now even if it weren't for the gambling. 5. i'm more lonely than i've ever been in my life before 6. another mental hospital stay remains an open possibility 7. I firmly believe that if i'm unable to stop smoking before year's end...that if i don't die from an asthma attack and the onsetting emphazima in the next 5-10 years, then i will be one of the youngest persons most people have ever seen to be lugging around an oxygen tank to keep them alive...I'm only 31 and my lungs are so bad that i panic anytime i realize i've left my inhalor behind or can't find it....as i use it about 20 times a day (18 times more than the prescribed dosage). Prayers....i need lots and lots of them....as i can't handle even one of these things on my own right now. love, thanks, and God bless, Jenna __________________ I'M FINE!! Fanatically Insecure Neuratic & Emotional Bipolar/Depression support: 1-800-950-NAMI(6264).

08-14-2007, 12:41 AM	#2 (permalink)
splendra the girl can't help it Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: splendraville Posts: 5,495 Blog Entries: 3	((((Jenna)))) Babe I am so sorry to read that you are having such a bad time. You have always been in my prayers since I have known you but, I will turn up the juice on them. We need better health care in this country nobody should have to worry about how to pay for their health care it just ain't right. __________________ nice has a hisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

08-14-2007, 01:04 AM	#3 (permalink)
shutterbug A picture's worth a 1000 words Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: With any luck, I'm lost in a view finder Posts: 2,947 Blog Entries: 5	((((Splendra)))) thank you. I miss seeing you around...where are you hanging out these days? __________________ I'M FINE!! Fanatically Insecure Neuratic & Emotional Bipolar/Depression support: 1-800-950-NAMI(6264).

08-14-2007, 01:15 AM	#4 (permalink)
stone Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: UK Posts: 18,303	((((Jenna)))) __________________ . As from a fire aflame thousands of sparks come forth, even so from the Creator an infinity of beings have life and to him return again. -- Maitri Upanishads

08-14-2007, 01:17 AM	#5 (permalink)
hippyhippy hippy Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: UK Posts: 492	hey I know I don't know you well, but my heart is with you hun. You sound like you are having an horrific time. You are in my thoughts, prayers and I am sending good vibes your way. Hippy xx

08-14-2007, 01:55 AM	#6 (permalink)
Live Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Bristol TN/VA Posts: 11,305 Blog Entries: 5	Sending you my love and best wishes for recovery...one day, one step, one hour, one minute at a time ((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))) __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

08-14-2007, 03:04 AM	#7 (permalink)
historyteach To Life! Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Rhode Island Posts: 9,303	(((Jenna))) Prayers for a complete refuah shleyma....renewal of body and spirit. I'm sorry you are dealing with all of this. Take things one step at a time. We're here for you... Shalom! __________________ IMAGINE

08-14-2007, 06:48 AM	#8 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	I'm sending you my most positive thoughts to the Universe to shed some light into your life at this painful time indigo __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

08-14-2007, 07:08 AM	#9 (permalink)
QU31 Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: Midwest Posts: 112	Jenna, I will pray for you and I'm sure you will have plenty of others praying for you too. You are always there for other people on this site. It makes me sad that you're going through such a hard time. Remember, this too shall pass....

08-14-2007, 07:57 AM	#10 (permalink)
KatieRose Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Indiana Posts: 170	Jenna, You know i will.

08-14-2007, 09:30 AM	#11 (permalink)
shutterbug A picture's worth a 1000 words Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: With any luck, I'm lost in a view finder Posts: 2,947 Blog Entries: 5	Bless each of you for your prayers, thoughts, warm vibes, wishes and love. You guys and this site means so much to me that i can't even express....my sancuary. I believe it to be all your prayers and such that have my back feeling much better today. It is still very painful, but not unbarable like yesterday. Today, i will go to work and i owe that to each of you for caring so much about me and taking time to add me to your prayers and thoughts. i love you all so much. thank you from the bottom of my heart...and my back thanks you too. hugs, Jenna __________________ I'M FINE!! Fanatically Insecure Neuratic & Emotional Bipolar/Depression support: 1-800-950-NAMI(6264).

08-14-2007, 09:32 AM	#12 (permalink)
parentrecovers let it grow! Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: USA Posts: 15,536	prayers, k

08-14-2007, 10:23 AM	#13 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	continuing.. __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

08-14-2007, 10:37 AM	#14 (permalink)
*Anna* Administrator Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Dancing in the Light Posts: 22,759	Jenna, lots of prayers coming your way! I am glad that you're feeling a bit better. __________________ And I dont know what the future is holding in store I dont know where Im going, Im not sure where I've been There's a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me My life is worth the living, I dont need to see the end. John Denver

08-14-2007, 10:45 AM	#15 (permalink)
PaperDolls Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Midwest Posts: 6,527 Blog Entries: 10	Jenna, I'm sending good thoughts your way. It will get better. hugs PD __________________ Sober Date: 11.09.2008

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08-14-2007, 07:59 PM	#16 (permalink)
Live Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Bristol TN/VA Posts: 11,305 Blog Entries: 5	Go easy on my friend, k? __________________ Each small candle lights a corner of the dark....Roger Waters

08-14-2007, 09:21 PM	#17 (permalink)
splendra the girl can't help it Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: splendraville Posts: 5,495 Blog Entries: 3	(((Jenna)))) I am glad you are feeling better. I have been on I did have some time when I did not have an internet connection. The "internet fairy" came and got me reconnected. God is so good ya know __________________ nice has a hisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

08-31-2007, 07:04 PM	#18 (permalink)
KatieRose Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Indiana Posts: 170	Still praying for you.

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