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yeah I know. I am not gonna go to it it was just weird to hear today, in the same building where I went to the chiropractor that a new weed dispensary opened. I am hoping I am right about my breathing problems being from babesia because at least that is treatable.
I will find out more next week.
In the meantime, I am still also feeling blah and kind of depressed! I know this is also par for the course.
I want to be more active, exercise, be happier, be fitter, cook better, be more inspired, earn more money, have more energy.
But right now I am still kind of sedentary- mostly due to my terrible health thing that has cropped up.
Got this new exercise bike and only used it a few times so far and then this breathing thing stopped me.
I am grateful though that this clinic had such a soon opening for me. That was really lucky I think. So I hope I can straighten out this health thing, and then do more of what I want to do. for now I am feeling kind of depressed.
I will find out more next week.
In the meantime, I am still also feeling blah and kind of depressed! I know this is also par for the course.
I want to be more active, exercise, be happier, be fitter, cook better, be more inspired, earn more money, have more energy.
But right now I am still kind of sedentary- mostly due to my terrible health thing that has cropped up.
Got this new exercise bike and only used it a few times so far and then this breathing thing stopped me.
I am grateful though that this clinic had such a soon opening for me. That was really lucky I think. So I hope I can straighten out this health thing, and then do more of what I want to do. for now I am feeling kind of depressed.
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day 49. doing ok. Feeling a little improvement in my health issue since I started the herbal medicines from the clinic I go to next week.
I think I will get a lot of help there and come back home and continue to improve, and then can start focusing outward again.
On another note- MJ just got legalized in a state that is not my own but is 1/2 hour drive from me. So that will surely be a temptation once that goes underway. I do think legalization is great though, whether I can smoke it or not.
Just taking it day by day. Off in two days for a week to my health clinic. Not looking forward to the traveling but I am looking forward to being at the clinic for 5 days and getting help form my dr there. I am pretty sure what I am having is some kind of flare from a tick borne illness that has wreaked a lot of havoc in my life over the last three years, but I was doing pretty well for a while from the help of this clinic, and I look forward to getting more help.
Still, as for MJ this is the longest sober I have been in a long time.
I think I will get a lot of help there and come back home and continue to improve, and then can start focusing outward again.
On another note- MJ just got legalized in a state that is not my own but is 1/2 hour drive from me. So that will surely be a temptation once that goes underway. I do think legalization is great though, whether I can smoke it or not.
Just taking it day by day. Off in two days for a week to my health clinic. Not looking forward to the traveling but I am looking forward to being at the clinic for 5 days and getting help form my dr there. I am pretty sure what I am having is some kind of flare from a tick borne illness that has wreaked a lot of havoc in my life over the last three years, but I was doing pretty well for a while from the help of this clinic, and I look forward to getting more help.
Still, as for MJ this is the longest sober I have been in a long time.
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Day 53.
doing ok
I am here at my great health clinic, getting help with my breathing . My dr has confirmed it is "air hunger" from a lyme co infection and it is something he has seen a lot and helped other patients with, so I am hopeful. It is kind of coming and going for now.
doing ok
I am here at my great health clinic, getting help with my breathing . My dr has confirmed it is "air hunger" from a lyme co infection and it is something he has seen a lot and helped other patients with, so I am hopeful. It is kind of coming and going for now.
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That's interesting Windy. We have a lot of tics out where I live and I'm ready to move into town. A big part is because I am constantly worried about lymes disease. I'm glad you're seeing a good dr., and hope you feel better soon. Keep up the good work, I'm impressed!
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Day 61. this is for sure the longest I have gone in as long as I can remember!
All my recent times off have been 3 weeks or so, so I am at 8 weeks.
Starting to crave pot.
On the other hand some things in life are getting better. I feel more joy. I joined a yoga studio and started yoga classes again.
All my recent times off have been 3 weeks or so, so I am at 8 weeks.
Starting to crave pot.
On the other hand some things in life are getting better. I feel more joy. I joined a yoga studio and started yoga classes again.
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day 67. health starting to improve since I spent a week at a good ( natural) health clinic.
One good thing that has happened, and probably would not have if I were still smoking, is I joined a yoga studio just 10 minutes from my house. I did one of those pay for unlimited classes per month things.
It has just been since last week- but I managed to do 4 yoga classes last week, and then did the first of what I hope will be four classes this week today.
So that is a good addition to my life and will help with strength and flexibility in my body.
One good thing that has happened, and probably would not have if I were still smoking, is I joined a yoga studio just 10 minutes from my house. I did one of those pay for unlimited classes per month things.
It has just been since last week- but I managed to do 4 yoga classes last week, and then did the first of what I hope will be four classes this week today.
So that is a good addition to my life and will help with strength and flexibility in my body.
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day 83 sober. Have had some significant improvement in my breathing since going to my health clinic for a week ( about almost 4 weeks ago) but still far from perfect. Some aspects of it are way better but I still have this heavy tight chest thing happening, some days worse and some better.Had a decent week but today was bad with it.I am on a three month protocol from my dr at the clinic for it so I hope it just continues to improve. Still fine with being sober.
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