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09-21-2006, 02:47 PM

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Perchance to BLEEP? To Bloop or not to bloop.

Here's to all the Moody Bloopers out there! Ummm, why did I start this thread again? Oh yeah. I got fired last week. Saturday afternoon, I stared at the liquor isle for ten minutes, thinking I could just as well wash my hurt and my anger away. I wanted a drink.

I looked away and sighed heavily. I didn't need a drink. I walked away.

I wish I could have walked away from the problem that caused me to get fired. I'm still an addict. I don't know when to quit. My friends and my family at my home group know my pain. They know what I feel. They feel what I think.

It's scary sometimes how we bond where once we might have felt betrayed. We betray ourselves, and then we find ourselves right back where we left off. Hurt, cold, shaking, numb...

Then we find the LOVE.

Thanks for being there when I desperately needed you.

Luv,
~Midas / Barry~

PS: Especially Ellen. Thanx Hun. And Doug...thanks for not missing me. LoL. Thanks Kenny O, Jon S, Ken, Jay, Brian, Chris, & everybody else.

margo · 09-21-2006, 02:50 PM

(((((((((Midas!)))))))

cwohio · 09-21-2006, 03:02 PM

((bbb))

09-26-2006, 09:08 PM

Good news today. I got hired by Kelly Job Svc. And...I start my first assignment next Monday!!! Yay!! Hurray Me.

I'll be working in a call center for 3 major department stores, handling account inquiries. Oh, the pay isn't too shabby either. No fancy benefits like store discounts, but hey...it's a job.

Hope · 09-26-2006, 09:11 PM

Midas, that is awesome!

I knew things would work out for you.

2dayzmuse · 09-26-2006, 09:14 PM

That's wonderful news! I'm happy for you!

To bLEEp or not to bLEEp!

ABSOULTELY NOT!

09-26-2006, 09:49 PM

I'm happy 2. Now I just gotta make sure I don't screw up.

cwohio · 09-27-2006, 06:12 AM

yippee!!!!!

2dayzmuse · 09-27-2006, 08:36 PM

You won't screw up. I've gotten fired from jobs before. Boy, I learned something important each time that I will not repeat, hopefuly. At least, not yet. You will do fine.

09-21-2006, 02:47 PM	#1 (permalink)
Midas Guest Posts: n/a	To bLEEp or not to bLEEp! Arrrrgh! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Perchance to BLEEP? To Bloop or not to bloop. Here's to all the Moody Bloopers out there! Ummm, why did I start this thread again? Oh yeah. I got fired last week. Saturday afternoon, I stared at the liquor isle for ten minutes, thinking I could just as well wash my hurt and my anger away. I wanted a drink. I looked away and sighed heavily. I didn't need a drink. I walked away. I wish I could have walked away from the problem that caused me to get fired. I'm still an addict. I don't know when to quit. My friends and my family at my home group know my pain. They know what I feel. They feel what I think. It's scary sometimes how we bond where once we might have felt betrayed. We betray ourselves, and then we find ourselves right back where we left off. Hurt, cold, shaking, numb... Then we find the LOVE. Thanks for being there when I desperately needed you. Luv, ~Midas / Barry~ PS: Especially Ellen. Thanx Hun. And Doug...thanks for not missing me. LoL. Thanks Kenny O, Jon S, Ken, Jay, Brian, Chris, & everybody else.

09-21-2006, 02:50 PM	#2 (permalink)
margo Member Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: North Vancouver, British Columbia Posts: 1,727	(((((((((Midas!))))))) __________________ Sometimes I go about in pity for myself, and all the while a great wind is bearing me across the sky. ~Ojibwe saying~

09-21-2006, 03:02 PM	#3 (permalink)
cwohio Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Litterbox City Posts: 6,142	((bbb)) __________________ *Learn to write your hurts in sand. Learn to carve your blessings in stone! - Unknown*

09-27-2006, 06:12 AM	#8 (permalink)
cwohio Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Litterbox City Posts: 6,142	yippee!!!!! __________________ *Learn to write your hurts in sand. Learn to carve your blessings in stone! - Unknown*

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09-26-2006, 09:08 PM	#4 (permalink)
Midas Guest Posts: n/a	Good news today. I got hired by Kelly Job Svc. And...I start my first assignment next Monday!!! Yay!! Hurray Me. I'll be working in a call center for 3 major department stores, handling account inquiries. Oh, the pay isn't too shabby either. No fancy benefits like store discounts, but hey...it's a job.

09-26-2006, 09:11 PM	#5 (permalink)
Hope Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 3,300	Midas, that is awesome! I knew things would work out for you.

09-26-2006, 09:14 PM	#6 (permalink)
2dayzmuse Paused Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: Washington Posts: 5,094	That's wonderful news! I'm happy for you! To bLEEp or not to bLEEp! ABSOULTELY NOT!

09-26-2006, 09:49 PM	#7 (permalink)
Midas Guest Posts: n/a	I'm happy 2. Now I just gotta make sure I don't screw up.

09-27-2006, 08:36 PM	#9 (permalink)
2dayzmuse Paused Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: Washington Posts: 5,094	You won't screw up. I've gotten fired from jobs before. Boy, I learned something important each time that I will not repeat, hopefuly. At least, not yet. You will do fine.

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