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| Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Nevada
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| Put that bottle down papa
Put that bottle down papa don't you know it's killin you? put that bottle down papa I will see you through we can run away from here I'll take care of you Don't you cry papa it'll be okay the sun will come out again I'll help you wipe those tears away Put that bottle down papa don't you know it's killin you? I know how much you're hurtin that you're feelin like you're not a man feelin you can't stop drinkin but I'm tellin you papa I'm tellin you that You Can! You get sober papa and we'll hit the road just get in the car and drive and tell each other every day Damn!! it's good to be alive put that bottle down papa don't you know it's killin you? ******************************* I was eight years old when I thought I could save my father from all his pain. We did take off once and drove all over the country, just the two of us. It was short lived, and we went home again, and he never put the bottle down until it killed him. I wrote this awhile ago when I was revisiting my feelings of how "running" became such a big part of my life. Haven't been here in over a year. I'm clean and hope everybody is keeping it together; and if you're not that's okay too.
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| Friend of Angels Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: A Great State of Mind
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Beautifully written Sloane. I am new here but glad you have returned. I hope that in no way you blame yourself for your fathers illness and subsequent death. We all make our own choices. Some good, some not so good, but in life we try to learn from all these choices. Congrat's on being clean! It is no little feat. Blessings and harmony to you
__________________ Derameth How poor are they who have not patience! What wound did ever heal but by degrees. William Shakespeare |
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| Thanks Derameth
No I don't blame myself, but when I was a kid I got it in my head that I could save him, if we ran away. I'm glad I returned too! and hope to see you around the boards Derameth.... blessings and harmony to you also~
__________________ ~The invisible people, the ones we walk by every day, the ones we some time become~ |
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| Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: home of the liquid sunshine-Florida
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Wow, that made me tear up. Nice poem. Thanks for sharing it. Star
__________________ You, LORD, give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm and put their trust in you. -Isaiah 26:3 |
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