| Wanting to make fake script
I have been clean since Jan 2005 from a very abusive many years of adderall abuse. Today I actually made a fake script and almost went in to the pharmacy and used it. I turned around and walked out and came home and read some stuff on this site. I swear I am really glad that I found this site it has really been a saving grace for me. Beleive me I have been very victorious with my illegal actions when using. So I am just glad that I did not do anything. Just wanting to know that after over a year of not using why am i so interested in bringing drama back into my life?
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I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just be alive is a g rand thing. Agatha Christie
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