"The Beast" By Me

[thebeastinside]

What makes me continue to tread down the path of sin?
Why cant I fight it?
When will I win?
This evil beast, so ugly- I do despise,
Yet so chilling and powerful when I look into it's eyes.
Feeling squeezed so tight in this monsters grip,
My worst enemy;so huge and hideous to my sight;
Live's inside my body and keep's my soul in fright.
He will never leave me,or allow me to forget-
that for so long it was only he who kept the flame inside of me lit.
But, my worst enemy, whom lives inside of me
must be put to eternal rest , if I am to ever be happy.
Another Day, in his grip;
Hope and Faith make him sick;
Letting him win- Another slip.
I despise this beast, hating his every move,
Realizing....that this beast and I stand in the same shoes.
I must learn, to be stronger
I must persist, to fight much longer
I must trust in God and faith in myself,
And no longer in this beast who keeps me in hell.

[CAPTAINZING2000]

Nice one

Reminds me of the Indian chieef that said he had a good spririt and a bad spirit and his grand son asked who was more powerful? The grand fater said whoe ver he fed that day!!


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