A poem for my addict....

[The Other Side]

This is a poem I wrote for my AH early this year:


I'm bound and broken by the pain you've left behind
That is what controls me somewhere deep inside my mind
I never thought you'd be the one to deceive me so
It's as if you know me better than I could even know
I have no choice to say goodbye is like internal war
I've had you so many times and yet I yearn for more?
But then again we find ourselves in imperfect circumstance
And so it seems that you and I won't have another chance
With all your words it seems that you still can't come through
But things get so crazy and living life gets hard to do
But you or I don't want to face whats wrong or whats right
So we carry on in our patterns praying not to fight
The best way to see the future is to look inside the past
Things left to memory are better because they last
Sometimes I think that true love was never meant to be
But in reality ~ I believe ~ it was never meant for me

Unbelievable that I love you so......