"Running out of time"

[candi]

To you from me, I need to ask for help once again, to get me and my kids out of this life I put us in again. Help me to think whats best for us to do, show me the right road to walk once again and I will try harder to keep walking instead of stopping and falling. I keep finding my self on a road where I don't want to be. I enjoy it for the couple of hours walking, finding myself never wanting to end to walk back down. Because I always relize that I'm all alone and problems are getting worse. I want to be able to walk straight and never look behind or to either sides of me. I know what I want in life, I know whats right and wrong I just don't know why I can't do it. I guess when I finally walk my right road to the end and I do whats right then I could look back and say I fell plenty of times but I'm standing tall because I held on to you and followed my heart, I just don't want to ever look up my road and wish to be better or worse loose the love from my kids. Because I couldn't walk the right road with them. So please can you hold my hand pull me away from this wrong road i followed . I know I let you down, but I need you one more time.Because I am running out of time. candi dec2004