Can I

[mistee]

CAN I

Can I ever be happy
Do I need to feel sadness
Can I experience joy
The depression is so deep
I feel like I am in a sesspoul of sorrow
But I look forward to tomorrow and it never seems to change
I really try hard to know how to laugh
To feel the joy in life
But when will it ever come back to me
I want to

SCREAM

Please let me able to enjoy my life again
Please let me see the colors outside again
Please I beg to see things differently

But all I can see is the bad
That I have created
I feel my mind has made me a prisoner
Of

DEPRESSION

The guilt that I bear
Is unbearable
I want to crawl into a hole and never come out
That way no one can see
My pain
That I bear all the daylong
It seems to me that daylight never shines on me
All I see is blackness of guilt and shame

Tb

Hey mistee,

Thanks for sharing your poems.

Hugs,

MG