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retribution · 01-25-2005, 10:16 PM

Now I fall to my knees, begging for relief
Lost amidst the years of despair and grief
Feeling corroded from sins of the past
Sure that my role in hell has been cast

Wandering through life running from God
Always wearing the strong girl facade
Walking the overgrown path through the thorns
Embracing the false prophet, poked by his horns

Tempted by desires, weak to their call
Each time I give in, even further I fall
Feeding the evil need to self appease
All the while crying with silent pleas

Struggling with self to find the right way
Yet giving in to addiction day after day
Pleading within to find healing salvation
Yet enamored with wanting false sensation

Screaming silently, appealing to Him
To help me find clean waters to swim
All at once the answer came clear to me
Dancing in the snow I was made to see

Surrounded by His glorious artistic beauties
Watching His creatures perform their duties
Realization dawned upon me, I was wrong
God had been trying to guide me all along

Every perfect branch upon each tree
The sun shinning brightly to let me see
Magnified and gilded each drop of dew
A sign from God is each dawn’s debut

My quest and endless seeking now end
No more retribution must I spend
Never need to go on another endeavor
His presence in my heart, resides forever

CAPTAINZING2000 · 01-25-2005, 10:58 PM

nice thoughts there

Did you have a spiritual awakening before you wrote this??

chris

Free to love · 01-25-2005, 11:53 PM

That was great ! ty for sharing those beautiful images.

retribution · 01-26-2005, 03:04 AM

I like to think I have a spiritual awakening every day Chris.

I thank you both for your kindness.

01-25-2005, 10:16 PM	#1 (permalink)
retribution Tobi Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Mastic, New York Posts: 100	Forever In My Heart Now I fall to my knees, begging for relief Lost amidst the years of despair and grief Feeling corroded from sins of the past Sure that my role in hell has been cast Wandering through life running from God Always wearing the strong girl facade Walking the overgrown path through the thorns Embracing the false prophet, poked by his horns Tempted by desires, weak to their call Each time I give in, even further I fall Feeding the evil need to self appease All the while crying with silent pleas Struggling with self to find the right way Yet giving in to addiction day after day Pleading within to find healing salvation Yet enamored with wanting false sensation Screaming silently, appealing to Him To help me find clean waters to swim All at once the answer came clear to me Dancing in the snow I was made to see Surrounded by His glorious artistic beauties Watching His creatures perform their duties Realization dawned upon me, I was wrong God had been trying to guide me all along Every perfect branch upon each tree The sun shinning brightly to let me see Magnified and gilded each drop of dew A sign from God is each dawn’s debut My quest and endless seeking now end No more retribution must I spend Never need to go on another endeavor His presence in my heart, resides forever

01-25-2005, 10:58 PM	#2 (permalink)
CAPTAINZING2000 Psalm 118:24 Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: ILLINOIS Posts: 9,445 Blog Entries: 1	nice thoughts there Did you have a spiritual awakening before you wrote this?? chris __________________ LIFE IS GOD'S GIFT TO YOU WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE IS YOUR GIFT TO GOD J - Jesus first O - Others next Y - Yourself last John 14:6

01-25-2005, 11:53 PM	#3 (permalink)
Free to love loved & blessed Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: southren, NJ Posts: 109	That was great ! ty for sharing those beautiful images. __________________ God Bless, FTL

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01-26-2005, 03:04 AM	#4 (permalink)
retribution Tobi Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Mastic, New York Posts: 100	I like to think I have a spiritual awakening every day Chris. I thank you both for your kindness.

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