It's Been a While........

[ButterflyChaser]

It's Been Awhile" by STAIN (good song if ya'll know it!)


And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you


And everything I can't remember
As ****** up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means


And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and ****** things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that **** seems to disappear when I'm with you


And everything I can't remember
As ****** up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and ****** things up again


Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!


And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste


And everything I can't remember
As ****** up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me


And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry