~~~bitter~~sweet~~poison~~~

[psycopink]

Hi there guyz, i came across this form, and i was very happy as i really like to write and stuff, here is something i wrote this week, hope ya all like it:
here it goes:

~~~BITTER SWEET POISON~~~

Bitter sweet tears roll down my face,
i feel the aching i have tried to numb for so long,
i always seem to wonder where it all went wrong,
going to raves and watching people hiding in their strange ways,
of inner realtiy,
all is forgotten,
and dead and rotten,
over and over again,
falling and tearing apart again,
ripping at me over and over,
it always up and down again,
spinning me round again,
is this my chance now,
or will it be bad luck,
again,
i really need a hand,
as im falling deep below the sand,
twisted turning aching all over again,
sweat dripping, my eyes bleeding again,
my jaw breaking in2 pieces again,
my legs r getting shredded apart again,
my guts being pulled from within me again,
over and over,
i scream from torment of depedant torture,
due to lacking a warm feelin again,
round and round again,
spinning me dizzy all over again,
i feel my pain like i knife hold in my chest,
wishin i could be layed to rest with all the best,
oh f**k what a mess,
running to the fone again,
calling over and over again,
waiting feeling like s**t again,
waiting everyday over and over,
waiting for that f**king man again,
to make me feel free and whole again,
how many more times do i have to do this over again,
i want to be gone now,
im going away from this place again,
for good, not to be feeling like a f**kin mess again,
i want rid of this pain and shame,
will i fight again,
or fly away with the rain again,
on a cold a windy nite,
im all f**ked up again,
numbed and slowed up again,
waiting for the rain to carry me home again,
waiting for it over and over,
the knife turning round over again,
spitting in my face the rain decides to leave me in this place,
all wasted and torn i lie in torment and scorn,
trying to get up he grips his teeth in me again,
i twist and turn tryin to run far away again,
but he has got me free from pain,
so i try him again,
as im filled up with insecurity and darkness again,
when will it end,
will it always be the same again,
over and over round and round again,
walking these same paths again,
no more for me i cant take this **** again,
will i stand up and fight for my right,
maybe i will give this a chance again,
once more just to never say over and round again,
to be free and have him off my back again,
for the last time this will be again,
round and round i kick him down,
for the 1st time,
over and over again,
he suddenly feels the pain he's put me through,
spinning him round all over and makin him dizzy with shame,
im sayin good bye again,
now its over, over for good again
this time its over for good ,
over and over,
i chained him and locked him up once again
and im leaving him behind for the first time,
leaving this round and all over again,
going for good this time,
no more over and over again.
ive left him behind and i have a chance to be free once again.

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well there u have it, hope u enjoyed it, and sorry for the bad words but it wouldnt have the feelin it does without them, i think neway...
:asmd:

till later
peace,luv, and bright shinning light
from
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