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DefofLov · 04-09-2004, 02:54 AM

Hello All,

This poem is about my mother and other people who i decided need to stay out of my life. i am moving out of my mother's home until she decides to sober up and be my mother. this is my story...

This is about me

Itz been quite some time,
Since my last poem,
This onez about love,
This onez about life,
This onez about me,
I have alwayz been thoughtful,
Loyal, loving, caring, and kind,
Willing to put other people,
And their happiness before mine,
Lately I have stepped back,
Re-evaluat my situation,
My new perspective,
Has created such a revelation,
People do not have the right,
To take advantage of me,
Take me for granted,
Continuously damage me,
I have made my decision,
With careful thought and precision,
Love for myself has risen,
And you are now forbidden,
Be indignant if you want,
If your ignorance is the cost,
Then the price is not an issue,
Consider your rejection bought,
I demand reciprocity,
I demand respect,
What comes around goes around,
And this is what you get,
Maybe I have been cruel,
Perhaps it is an abomination,
I am leaving you,
I refuse to provide explanation,
A child's scorn,
Can lead to such exasperation,
Itz times like these,
When resilience is my inspiration,
For all my years,
I have been alone,
So I really don't mind,
Making it on my own,
Your presence is not needed,
I am not returning to your home,I have suffered long enough,
Like Janet, I am in "Control,"
If I wont take abuse from you,
I wont take it from no one else,
So those I have written off lately,
Can go straight to hell,
You think I care,
About your hatred for me,
I got bigger problemz,
So, nuckga puh-leez,
This is my life,
This is my pain,
My struggles, my decisions,
My losses, my gain,
I have made my decisions,
They will remain,
I am a grown *** woman,
I have no more time for games,
I have no more room,
For your alcoholic wayz,
Or for other people,
Who will not change,
This is about me,
Call me selfish, call me lame,
Call me whatever you want,
Cuz at the end of the day,
I am still gonna love me,
Thatz one thing that wont change.

~Def

04-09-2004, 02:54 AM	#1 (permalink)
DefofLov Member Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Syracuse, New York Posts: 259	This is about me Hello All, This poem is about my mother and other people who i decided need to stay out of my life. i am moving out of my mother's home until she decides to sober up and be my mother. this is my story... This is about me Itz been quite some time, Since my last poem, This onez about love, This onez about life, This onez about me, I have alwayz been thoughtful, Loyal, loving, caring, and kind, Willing to put other people, And their happiness before mine, Lately I have stepped back, Re-evaluat my situation, My new perspective, Has created such a revelation, People do not have the right, To take advantage of me, Take me for granted, Continuously damage me, I have made my decision, With careful thought and precision, Love for myself has risen, And you are now forbidden, Be indignant if you want, If your ignorance is the cost, Then the price is not an issue, Consider your rejection bought, I demand reciprocity, I demand respect, What comes around goes around, And this is what you get, Maybe I have been cruel, Perhaps it is an abomination, I am leaving you, I refuse to provide explanation, A child's scorn, Can lead to such exasperation, Itz times like these, When resilience is my inspiration, For all my years, I have been alone, So I really don't mind, Making it on my own, Your presence is not needed, I am not returning to your home,I have suffered long enough, Like Janet, I am in "Control," If I wont take abuse from you, I wont take it from no one else, So those I have written off lately, Can go straight to hell, You think I care, About your hatred for me, I got bigger problemz, So, nuckga puh-leez, This is my life, This is my pain, My struggles, my decisions, My losses, my gain, I have made my decisions, They will remain, I am a grown *** woman, I have no more time for games, I have no more room, For your alcoholic wayz, Or for other people, Who will not change, This is about me, Call me selfish, call me lame, Call me whatever you want, Cuz at the end of the day, I am still gonna love me, Thatz one thing that wont change. ~Def __________________ Loving you is so much fun!

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