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Brokenfamily · 12-31-2011, 01:47 AM

I loved you
I gave you my heart and soul
I tried so hard to help you

I waited for you
Every night I cried in the dark
I told our babies that your sick
That you still love us

Why do you leave me here
To pick up the ruins of the life we made
To watch our babies cry for you

I don't know what to do anymore
Should I just move on
My heart is broken*
It hurts so bad

You are somewhere getting high
You left me all alone*
All I want is my best friend back

I don't understand
I needed you*
How can you hurt us
How can you hurt me

You told me you would love me forever
You promised you would protect us
When did you become the person
*we need to be protected from

I have nightmares
That you're dead
That i can't do this by myself

I can never sleep*
I'm afraid you'll come home*
And I won't see you

I gave up everything for you
How can you walk by and not
Come home

I sit crying in the dark
So our babies won't see
I have to be strong
But I don't want to anymore
I want to give up
I'm so tired

chicory · 12-31-2011, 03:05 AM

Saying a prayer for you and your family. and sending a hug.

micealc · 01-01-2012, 09:32 AM

Who ever you are where ever you are,
you are a beautiful Person.
Please get to Al Anon....There
You will find you are not alone.
You need support on this
seemingly Endless Journey of despair.

Im so glad I stopped Drinking when I did
My Kids never seen me Drink or drunk
My oldest is Now 28....lovely Woman.
My Heart goes out to you...Get Help for yourself...Please

for sharing that Poem.MC

theyouthexpress · 01-18-2012, 05:18 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Brokenfamily

I loved you
I gave you my heart and soul
I tried so hard to help you

I waited for you
Every night I cried in the dark
I told our babies that your sick
That you still love us

Why do you leave me here
To pick up the ruins of the life we made
To watch our babies cry for you

I don't know what to do anymore
Should I just move on
My heart is broken*
It hurts so bad

You are somewhere getting high
You left me all alone*
All I want is my best friend back

I don't understand
I needed you*
How can you hurt us
How can you hurt me

You told me you would love me forever
You promised you would protect us
When did you become the person
*we need to be protected from

I have nightmares
That you're dead
That i can't do this by myself

I can never sleep*
I'm afraid you'll come home*
And I won't see you

I gave up everything for you
How can you walk by and not
Come home

I sit crying in the dark
So our babies won't see
I have to be strong
But I don't want to anymore
I want to give up
I'm so tired

I'm loving this poem tooo..I'll definitely share this poem to my friends through SMS......Keep posting this type of poems regularly my friend...great post..

crazyAntics · 02-29-2012, 12:29 AM

great post

keep up the good work

12-31-2011, 01:47 AM	#1 (permalink)
Brokenfamily Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Posts: 2	I loved you I loved you I gave you my heart and soul I tried so hard to help you I waited for you Every night I cried in the dark I told our babies that your sick That you still love us Why do you leave me here To pick up the ruins of the life we made To watch our babies cry for you I don't know what to do anymore Should I just move on My heart is broken* It hurts so bad You are somewhere getting high You left me all alone* All I want is my best friend back I don't understand I needed you* How can you hurt us How can you hurt me You told me you would love me forever You promised you would protect us When did you become the person we need to be protected from I have nightmares That you're dead That i can't do this by myself I can never sleep I'm afraid you'll come home* And I won't see you I gave up everything for you How can you walk by and not Come home I sit crying in the dark So our babies won't see I have to be strong But I don't want to anymore I want to give up I'm so tired

01-01-2012, 09:32 AM	#3 (permalink)
micealc Member Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Irish Posts: 486	Who ever you are where ever you are, you are a beautiful Person. Please get to Al Anon....There You will find you are not alone. You need support on this seemingly Endless Journey of despair. Im so glad I stopped Drinking when I did My Kids never seen me Drink or drunk My oldest is Now 28....lovely Woman. My Heart goes out to you...Get Help for yourself...Please for sharing that Poem.MC __________________ If we cannot say NO, then our YES is meaningless. Fear knocked at the door,Faith answered,There was no one there. God, if I can’t have what I want, let me want what I have.

12-31-2011, 03:05 AM	#2 (permalink)
chicory Member Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: ohio usa Posts: 4,208	Saying a prayer for you and your family. and sending a hug.

02-29-2012, 12:29 AM	#5 (permalink)
crazyAntics Member Join Date: Feb 2012 Posts: 16	great post keep up the good work

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