My special friend, Miss. Amphetamine

[Josexy]

Once I found a special friend
Who promised to share my ups and downs
"I'll be there til the end," she said,
"I'll always be around."

So she took me on an adventure
And then a couple more'
Before she mentioned that if I left her
She would eve up the score

But I didn't want this friend of mine
To ever go away
Whe she was gone I would yearn for her
All night and day

So much fun we had together
Laughing all night long
Staying up for days on end
She made me feel so strong

She would help me with my make-up
Until we got it just right
She made me look so beautiful
And feel so full of life

Her energy level
Was always through the roof
And whenever I was feeling down
She would give me that extra boost

I came to love this special friend
More than any friend before
I absolutely loved this new life of mine
To which she had opened up the door

Constant adrenaline
As I'd never felt it before
Yes, she brought me these new rushes
That I needed more and more

Eventually we were inseperable
Together everyday
And I would beg her not to leave me
And she would promise to always stay

Everybody told me
She wasn't really my friend
That she didn't care if she hurt
Or even killed me in the end

But I knew they were only jealous
And wouldn't listen to what they had to say
I stuck up and fought for HER
And made them go away

Finally it was just the two of us (how she always wanted it to be)
In it til the end
Oh, yes, her and I
Because I had no other friends

Then one day my special friend
Started to get mean
Whispering paranoid ideas in my ear
She wasn't the "friend" that she once seemed

No longer did she make me feel
So beautiful and strong
Confusing my reality
I began to feel completely wrong

No longer could I handle
Staying up for days
Getting thinner and always so much weaker
I was going in a craze

No longer did I love her
Or want her by my side
But she had me in her power
And wouldn't let me say goodbye

So I stuck by this friend of mine
Who wasn't really my friend
I had come to realize that she
Would be my bitter end

But she had me in her grips, you see
And she wasn't letting go
She would only take her claws out of me slowly
When I was finally 6 feet below

And the more I fought against her
The harder she held strong
"I told you in the beginning," she said,
"It's together that we belong."

She didn't take my pain away
As she did once before
But instead she added to it
And increased it more and more

"I think I'm going crazy,"
I would say as I'd sit and cry
"I want you to leave me alone!"
"I'm terrified to die."

At this insanity she would snicker
And tell me that she would always stay
That she was my special friend and as such
She would never go away

And so my "life" went on
Until she got her way
We were together until the end
She never ever strayed

And what a special friend she was
There til my last breath
Kissing me upon the lips
With her special kiss of death

I guess you're probably wondering
Who a special friend like this could be
Well, I will let you know as a warning
She is Miss. Methamphetamine

So if you ever come across her
Don't dare to befriend her for the day
As one day soon torns into 10
And then you'll never get away

If you're ever introduced to her
Don't tell her your name, just turn and run
Because my special friend is no friend at all
Only death to everyone.

[ANGELINA243]

How true it is!