nothing

[hundow08]

Why am I here.
What have I done?
Nothing.
I try to be, but I cant.
I am so simple. my soul has no meaning.
I just cant find the right way.
I have read, I have studied, I have listened, but nothing is gained.
I am still the same.
I went out on the limb.
I reached, but the fruit was bitter, not what I expected.
What am I to do? Where do I turn?
Who will give me answers to my questions. Why must I go on,
It hurts to hate who I am, or maybe what I am , not.

[salvationapril]

I'm struck.
This is exactly,specifically where I am walking through in my recovery journey.
Awesome how you articulated this perfectly, I feel like a warm blanket has been wrapped around me and I hear HP telling me I will never forget you.
One Day at a Time for Me.
Exercising the Program of AA is answer for me to these questions.
I am loved, knowingly.
Peace to you Hundow