A old wound(i wrote this when i was in active addiction)

[ThruGodsGrace]

My Nights Are Filled With Evil Storms,
As I Watch Blood Run Down The Devils Horns,
Dreams So Real Tortureing My Head,
Leaving Me Scared To Go To Bed,
Because Theirs A Full Moon Tonight And Im The One The Devil Is Wanting,
And Haunting,
My Room Breaths Blood While Its Talking,
My Soul Becomes Ashes,
Im Lost While No Time Passes,
I Whant To Die But I Cant Find Anything Sharp,
Except My Shattered Heart,
I Wrote A Letter Asking For Help And Sent It In A Bottle To Sea With So Much Hope,
Praying Someone Will Find The Note,
That My Lost Soul Wrote,
"the Nights Soul Is Looking Down On Us,
And It Knows Who Is Honest,
With Its Evil Eyes Upon Us"
Everywhere Im Rejected,
Injected With Pain And Hate,
Licking The Devils Bloody Horns Awake,
I Look In The Mirror But I Cant See My Face,
I Taste Pure Evil And See My Future Death,
But Im Dead I Already Took My Last Breath,
The Day My Soul Left,
Wondering For Help,
Because I Tried To Kill Myself,
With A Piece Of My Shattered Heart In My Room,
And Whent Way Deeper Then Before Just To Get Rid Of A Old Wound.

[Du_Jour]

Awesome...

Are youi familiar with this old one from Johnny cash



I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything

What have I become? My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all My empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt


I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear
You are someone else I am still right here

What have I become? My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all My empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt

If I could start again A million miles away
I would keep myself I would find a way

[IO Storm]

Yes, Du Jour...

I listened to this several times with my daughter the other day...and then

on her Ipod.

When the song came out..my son was tentatively cutting...I think the

song with Johnny was performed with Nine Inch Nails?

Hope you guys are doing well,

IO