It is time to grow up...... - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

ThruGodsGrace · 11-11-2007, 10:23 PM

When i was young i always felt lost and alone,
had a problem making friends so i isolated at home,
i was good in school but that wasn't enough't,
i didnt fit in any crowd so i put up a front,
i started cutting school pretty soon i was doing drugs,
all i ever wanted was attention and love,
i acted out in hurtful ways because that was all i knew,
i had a good family but that was what i decided to chosse,
i started getting into heavy drugs like meth,
my disease dropped me to my knees coming close to death,
after so many years of living a lie,
finally i got sick and tired of being sick and tired this time,
theres no need to say what ive done and all the **** i went thru,
because today i know if i do or not mentally and spritually i am still bruised,
i walked into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous thinking i was a bad person trying to be a good person,
only to find out ive been sick trying to get well this whole time ive been searching,
i always tried to make myself happy with drugs,sex,and money,
but the only way i can be happy is by working on who i am from the inside out in this journey,
today i am clean and in recovery,
the key to feeling confortable in your own skin is self discovery.

justices savior · 12-09-2007, 10:30 PM

my daughter could have written your post...thanks for sharing it...i miss her so...she is currently incarcerated on an 11 yr run due to her addiction.

11-11-2007, 10:23 PM	#1 (permalink)
ThruGodsGrace Iamanaddict Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Alameda,CA Posts: 7	It is time to grow up...... When i was young i always felt lost and alone, had a problem making friends so i isolated at home, i was good in school but that wasn't enough't, i didnt fit in any crowd so i put up a front, i started cutting school pretty soon i was doing drugs, all i ever wanted was attention and love, i acted out in hurtful ways because that was all i knew, i had a good family but that was what i decided to chosse, i started getting into heavy drugs like meth, my disease dropped me to my knees coming close to death, after so many years of living a lie, finally i got sick and tired of being sick and tired this time, theres no need to say what ive done and all the **** i went thru, because today i know if i do or not mentally and spritually i am still bruised, i walked into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous thinking i was a bad person trying to be a good person, only to find out ive been sick trying to get well this whole time ive been searching, i always tried to make myself happy with drugs,sex,and money, but the only way i can be happy is by working on who i am from the inside out in this journey, today i am clean and in recovery, the key to feeling confortable in your own skin is self discovery. __________________ "Love is poetry from the soul...." Hector M.

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12-09-2007, 10:30 PM	#2 (permalink)
justices savior Member Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: lost in Indiana Posts: 5	my daughter could have written your post...thanks for sharing it...i miss her so...she is currently incarcerated on an 11 yr run due to her addiction.

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